The past, i don't know, like 2 weeks i've had this huge urge to write a journal, but one online ya know. ceptin i really didn't wanna write one on facebook or myspace. i've realized how most of the time i really am writing to myself, u know this is stuff that i'm gonna read again sometime. but on facebook and other social networking sites i've ( Read more... )

As many of you may or may not know, recently my sister had a beautiful baby girl by the name of Amanda Faith. 7lbs 10ounces...20 inches long ( Read more... )

you know i think its funny that as you go through life you have all these relationships...and then one day you figure out that someone is for you. It's not a conscious thing...i think its unconscious you know...like our bodies know before we do. I'm not talking about the whole oh we've been dating for 2 months i love you i love you too muah...no ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, so i had to write a poem and explanation of it for one of my classes...This is an attempt to answer the question "what do you think the ideal/perfect woman is?" even though this is quite long please read it and comment as i have taken about 2 hours to write. Thanks ( Read more... )

Now that the summer is coming to an end and school is right around the corner about to start again I realize how much i've actually learned this summer. I feel like i've learned more about myself, about the world, and about the people around me more this summer than I have in an entire lifetime. Back in the beginning of April, right before school ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think i fear too much. Like i'm scared of my own happiness...i think i worry more than look forward too. like for example...with my old band...they are doing great...and u know what i think could help them too, i did great with K.O.C. on doing PR....but instead of looking forward to what could happen if they are famous i worry about ( Read more... )

so im definently pissed off about something, and i cant fucking confront who im pissed off at about it because then it risks getting other people in trouble. that irks the hell out of me. im not a normal guy i just dont let things go when they bother me i deal with it, i confront and i figure it out right then and there. god people fucking piss me

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I miss so much the days we used to have together. the days when i could kiss her anytime i wanted to. the days when i didnt have to think about her and wonder what we couldve had because we were living it. im so scared things will never be how they used to be. im scared of getting hurt more. i miss looking in her eyes and seein her looking back at ( Read more... )

u know im feeling like im doing an awesome job, i still feel really great. i've made so much progress and i can tell...it doesnt even seem that hard anymore..it really doesnt. but i will say that there is something thats still kinda hard lol.