howevah, i can give credit where it's due. and honestly, i don't think it matters that she lets her pomposity and rudeness to her viewers get out of hand entirely too often. she gave a lead to that whole Lisa Ling / 'omg, you mean, REGULAR people are heroin addicts too!?' thing. (hello. Gary, IN. entire community destroyed in less than 15 years. ( Read more... )

i've been so remiss. i haven't the manners or inclination to chart down all the crappy shit that's been going on. to take a note from rhoyalblu's page; sometimes one gets tired of typing one's own whinings down. or something to that nature ( Read more... )

this is my personal journal, but lately, i haven't used it much for personal reasons. basically, life has decided to kick my ass some more, and i find myself navigating yet another shit storm. last night was terrible with my grandparents. it's Granny all over again. Grandma is declining fast. my fury at my family, at Barb, at every damned one just ( Read more... )

but not commenting. because that slows me down. my life now consists of work work work frantic emails work work sleep worrying about the next 6 months and more work ( Read more... )

i suppose i should be happy to have internets again at home. i suppose i should be happy to have an entire weekend to myself at home. i am happy. in a way. i am also not. this is not unusual for me. it looks more and more likely that i may end up at The Ventana. i don't know. everything is up in the air. it's exciting. it's exasperating. Crash is ( Read more... )

if you believe in anything. anything at all. please please please please please, keep me and niamani2 and my Grandparents in your thoughts/prayers/meditations/whatevers ( Read more... )

i broke up with Sean ( Read more... )

Grandma had a good portion of her intestine removed maybe a month and a half ago. she began rehab, and yanked her stitches and ended up back in the hospital ( Read more... )

today is Mikey's birthday. i always hate that i know this information, since he doesn't recognize the day as anything too special ( Read more... )

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TWELVEvintage Sesame Street makes me cry ( Read more... )