i've been so remiss. i haven't the manners or inclination to chart down all the crappy shit that's been going on. to take a note from rhoyalblu's page; sometimes one gets tired of typing one's own whinings down. or something to that nature ( Read more... )

i've been sidetracked by politics. forgive my gross negligence ( Read more... )

so all right. i'm a pushover. i did a thingee on MySpace ( Read more... )

This Is The Springtime of My Loving...
out of the blue, again, Timmy calls me. delighted is not the word. "how come you don't call me?" he demands. and, i do not have an answer, other than that i hardly ever call anyone. i used to hate the phone, but i don't anymore. it is a bad habit i have, not calling. it makes people think that i don't care, or ( Read more... )

i'm such a girl. but omg Timmy just called me! he was indignant because i hadn't called him since he called me last week. it hadn't even occurred to me to call him again. i honestly didn't think he'd want to hook up. but yay, i was wrong. it's weird, i forget no one knows me by the name Lana, to Tim, it's "Maulana", and it's weird i tell you to ( Read more... )

What Mattersit is amazing to me, that almost as soon as i become re-aware of myself and my spiritual and emotional progress (or regress), things begin to happen which reinforce my belief that i'm on the right path. sometimes i get confused by focusing on myself so much. i wonder if it doesn't make me self centered, make my vision myopic. but no. i ( Read more... )