sigh. only i would post these horrid horrid pics. of course! what good is the internet if not a tool to embarrass one's self?

note to self:

drunk + no makeup = EW

ahem. let us begin.


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i broke up with Sean ( Read more... )

"i really really don't want to be a mother.

it seems a silly thing to worry about so early on, when it's very likely that i'm not pregnant. far more likely, actually, that i'm suffering from some horrible venereal disease than --"that was from earlier this week. LJ nicely offered to restore a draft, and this is what it came up with. wow. who knew ( Read more... )

Must Be The Musici think it's kind of perverse that i will search for years and years and years for a song, finally find it, download it, feel all smug and proud and whatnot for having accomplished this herculean task, and... then the song is played on the fucking radio. it happened with Womack & Womack, it happened with Brian McKnight, it happened ( Read more... )

Trini, Mark & Manny
Friday afternoon we went to see Trini & Co. this makes the 3rd week in a row. i think? yes, i think so. Arnulfo called off, and in his place was a 6 foot dream who introduced himself as Mark, and the Beautiful Boy Manny. kind of marvellous to watch those three do their thing. aliyad somehow always manages to call me when i'm at bar, ( Read more... )

WoW Dramaso. our guild imploded. again. we almost made it a year, this time. i think it absolutely bites that we seed it, fertilize it, nurture it, grow it, grow it, stabilize it, grow it, grow it, stabilize it, then we have to watch it wither and die. been playing since what, November '04, and we're on our fourth guild. at least we don't have to ( Read more... )

the thing about abuse, physical, emotional, or whatever, is that, the person/persons perpetrating the abuse really, truly feel justified.

and our society condones it. i see an ill mannered child in a store, or on the street, and i say: "why doesn't that parent smack the shit out of that kid?! shut that kid the fuck up!" what i never stop to ask is ( Read more... )

Fucking Bourbon
why do i feel the need to drink with every stranger who smiles at me. these are the important questions in life. what's that? a Manhattan, you say, why suuuuuure, pour me up. you say your favorite drink is a whiskey sour? put 'er there partner. lunatic. that's what i am. but oh, the fun.

no point trying to go into detail about last ( Read more... )

day 2 in the new position, and i'm surprised by how much it doesn't suck ( Read more... )

"Live it up... you & me bayyby.." yeah. or something like that ( Read more... )