if you believe in anything. anything at all. please please please please please, keep me and niamani2 and my Grandparents in your thoughts/prayers/meditations/whatevers ( Read more... )

i am not a woman given to hurting others. i go out of my way NOT to hurt people. i do everything in my goddamned power to make good and damned SURE that the people i love and care about know it, and believe it ( Read more... )

fuck you, Mystikal.

ay yo. AT&Fucking T? bite me.

Sean? bite me.

doctors? bite me.

bank account? bite me.

bill collectors? bite me.

work? bite me.

health? motherfucking BITE me.

life?

you get where i'm going with this, yes?

you know. 'cause i'd hate to be redundant.

so.

they fired me at the Library. because i was shelving books and my back started hurting and i was shelving books on the bottom shelves and i used a chair to do it. they went ballistic. and insisted that i resign.
"to preserve my health."

fucking dream killers.

( do they not fucking know who they're dealing with!? come the fuck ON. )

i still don't know if i'm happy to know them. this is why i dislike films like Saw and Chainsaw Massacre, or shows like CSI or whatever. it just seems like mockery of other people's pain. life is gory enough, i don't need to entertain myself with watching other people hurt other people.

i'm just tired, is all. tired, tired, tired.

( Megan Williams. Tortured, Raped & Other Atrocities. Because She's Black. Like Me. )