Inside my heart, burried and unknown, there was something bothering me that I couldn't identify. Above these were also important questions that I had to come face to face with due to some recent changes in my church-important questions of life and Christianity that I thought I had the answers to, but turns out I have to dig deeper. Only thing: I ( Read more... )

Initially I was quite open to going back to my previous company, but my ex-superior told me that her boss is unsure as there's no vacancy for an extra person in my ex-department. (Lesson here: people may be well-meaning, but sometimes we have to be cautious to accept what they say at face value because they may not be able to fulfil it ( Read more... )

There were a few times throughout the years where I came back to read this journal of mine, you know, just to relish the nostalgia of the past (as like the title of this journal). But after a few posts, I'd stop reading and do other things, because I didn't like how most of my posts seem to revolve around this one thing-about falling and getting ( Read more... )

To be real accurate, the title should be "Pt. Love Life" instead but it sounded cheesy, so I omitted "life".

It seems that I was still crushing on Nintendo when I wrote the Nozaki-kun post before I went on the long hiatus. Since then, I've went through two more crushes and am now back to my "normal" single life with no crushes, no potential ( Read more... )

If I could put a finger on a time in my life which marked the time of biggest change, it'd be when I started working. A time which I have not posted from before, according to the dates. It has been four years since my last post, so naturally much has changed, mostly in myself. To be a tad more organised in the writing of the changes, let's break it ( Read more... )

This is an update of myself in liberty from what has been holding onto me for a year plus. You could call it the season of wilderness, where I was far from God and never really having fruitful attempts at going back to Him. Maybe there were a few, but very short-lived. About a few days or so? And I'm back in the rut. But now, I can say that through ( Read more... )

As I write this post, I am about 1 and a half months away from my last class before graduation. The reality of it has not sinked in yet. It still feels like a normal semester, and I don't really know how it will be during those last moments in college ( Read more... )

Through the years, my interest of Comic Fiesta has been depleting. I was even considering skipping it for this year, because the memory of the eternal zig-zag queue of 2012 was still intact within my head. It was only on the day before the event that I decided to go, when I asked JocelynP if she wanted to follow me there. It was surprising that she ( Read more... )

There was a time when in Youth Enrichment School where all of us were asked to raise up our hands on who has never been angry with God. I raised my hand then, but I can't if I was asked the same thing now. This phase that I'm in currently, is hard. It tackled my weaknesses, it shows me that I need to change. A critical choice is given that I must ( Read more... )

I don't know why I never thought of it, even though I know my unconscious expectations were unreasonable. I believed in this person, because he showcased good character, he was selfless, he was gracious. Just somehow, I never thought that he would be imperfect, no matter how ridiculous that just sounded. This person and his beloved were talking bad ( Read more... )