This has seriously been my worst semester yet. I've skipped soooo mannnyyyy classes because my teachers don't give a fuck and neither do I, and my grades MAY be reflecting that. I'm skipping my 8AM, however, to study for 2 exams I have today that I am seriously under-prepared for. One of which is the lab practical FOR that 8AM. I NEED at least a 75 ( Read more... )

I'm 21! I have been for a couple weeks now, and I have appropriately drank until sickness so I've done my duty as birthday girl. However, birthdays make me sad. I hate getting older now and not having anything to show for it. I'm not even a semester away from graduating with my bachelors degree, because I switched majors in the eleventh hour. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in the bedroom my sister and I share whenever we're both at my parent's. It's mostly hers, I have a loft bed over her bookshelves and desk and that's it, so I'm poking through her yearbooks and photo albums and feeling bad about myself ( Read more... )

I feel like I was possibly disingenuous with my last post.  Yes, being a teenager sucks.  Yes, being not-a-teenager is so much fucking better I swear.  But it's not like everything's perfect.  Your personal issues don't just magically go away when you turn twenty.  It's just then your hormones die down, and EVERYTHING seems a little less intense ( Read more... )

I'm not even going to bother to update on what's happened since my last post. It's been a year! A lot has happened!

But I have been browsing through my livejournal after I got a lovely comment from someone who found my journal through de.lic.ious and liked it a lot. Which is actually amazing because I don't even use that site so I KNOW I never ( Read more... )

I haven't heard from Mr AlexK in over 60 hours now, but that isn't why I'm writing this entry. No, you the reader do not need to read YET ANOTHER one of my neurotic angst-filled entries about whether or not some boy is going to EVER TEXT OR CALL ME BACK. No, I'm not going to devote ANOTHER FUCKING ENTRY to a GODDAMN BOY WHO CAN'T BE FUCKING ( Read more... )

Let me tell you a list of things that FUCKING SUCK:

• Working with no A/C
• Working the registers when your store is low on change
• Working the registers when your store is out of medium sized bags
• Realizing that the guy you're seeing may have crossed the line between endearingly insane and unforgivably crazy
• waiting for 16 goddamn hours for a response so ( Read more... )

Pretty much sucked ( Read more... )

I worry that I'm repeating history. Some days I'm sure I've got my self in the same situation with almost the same person. I hear him say things that I've heard before from another person's mouth and it terrifies me ( Read more... )

I feel like blogging but all the things that have me down are so ridiculously personal it's kind of frustrating ( Read more... )