Well, one more day until I visit Phoenixcub in Phoenix. I'm really looking forward to a vacation away and meeting new friends. I've been trying to prepare myself for coming back to an empty house since Alex will officially be moved out as of Saturday. I'll be truly single at that point. Kinda scary, with the uncertainty of being able to handle ( Read more... )

Well, 6 more days until I visit the familia in Florida. It will be a really late flight but for $150 on Thanksgiving week, can't beat it. I'm excited to go. I just need to get away from the norm and visit with family. I need it bad. When I get back I'm hoping I come back refreshed or renewed or at least with some kind of different outlook on ( Read more... )

Well, life as I know it is complex beyond my mind's ability to handle it. I find myself very moody these days. Relationships are hard and difficult to know when to alter them...or end them. I try to run the possibilities in my head and end up retreating to my comfort zone...Having seen a film at nighteye's house that sheds light on human behavior ( Read more... )

Well, Alex and I have been on the outs since Saturday. I had an epiphany today that I think he doesn't like me for me. When I try to be myself, that's when he usually acts like an ass. Since I feel free to be me when I'm around my friends, I think that's why he coincedentally becomes evil when friends visit. I can only think of one way to ( Read more... )