Jan 30, 2007 22:32
Well, one more day until I visit Phoenixcub in Phoenix. I'm really looking forward to a vacation away and meeting new friends. I've been trying to prepare myself for coming back to an empty house since Alex will officially be moved out as of Saturday. I'll be truly single at that point. Kinda scary, with the uncertainty of being able to handle this house and my bills by myself, but kinda exciting too. I think my head's not quite sure what to think.
I know everyone says I should take it slow and not jump into anything too soon, but I hate being alone. I'm not a person built for being alone. I want companionship. I hope it isn't too long before I find someone. I suppose only time will tell. Luckily some pals of mine are finding happiness where they can...I'm really happy for them. Good luck to you.
Anyways, that's it for now. I'm gonna try and get some rest, though I'm sure I won't be sleeping well again...too many thoughts going through my head. Love ya guys!
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