I don't feel like writing. I haven't in a long time. That's why I haven't written in here, really. I've been depressed lately and everything that comes out of my brain is crap. Seriously... the things I think about are scary, and dark. I obsess over tragic, scary, terrible ways people die... I've been thinking a lot about death and it scares me. I' ( Read more... )

 Went to my mother's in Tacoma this past weekend. It was a long drive there and back but it was good to see everyone. I missed my mom, and took her to lunch when I arrived, to Red Lobster. That night, later on, my step-dad had taken medicine that made him groggy and was slurring his words so he decided to have a coke & tequila, too. Well that made ( Read more... )

 For the past week or so I've been plagued with what seems to be a never ending headache. The past 3 days, it has been an intermittent migraine that is trying so hard to hang on. I've been on migraine meds all day, and I have it down to a "1" on the 1-10 scale of pain, but I'm afraid it'll come back again like it did this morning. Yesterday ( Read more... )

 Choco-Luv farts. Real bad. She is a tiny, petite black kitty (brown with black tabby stripes when she's in the right sunlight), and very cute. But no matter what she eats... good food, junk food, any food - she has the worst gassiness. Before I met her, I'd never smelled a cat fart before. Ignorance in this case, really is bliss ( Read more... )

 Well this was the first christmas away from my mom 'n family and it went well! Laurel and I had a great holiday together. The steaks we bought for dinner turned out to be pork loin, but hey, minor setback (and it wasn't that bad after marinating and what not ( Read more... )

 Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

 Man, eff this 3-11pm training bullshit. If it weren't for Kyndra I probably would've hung myself from the ceiling there. Tuesday they zoomed every important thing past us in the blink of an eye, and expected us to apparently remember it all. We just got more confused. Usually I am really good in training classes and pick up on everything well. But ( Read more... )

So today I'm writing from Chuck Olson Chevrolet, while my car gets a headliner replaced under warranty (my mom will be glad to stop getting the recall notices). After that I have to go to the office for a while, to talk to my boss about some things and work on my cases. Then I get to head on over to my dad/grandma/grandpa's house in Sammamish to ( Read more... )

I have not written in here for a while now. I think life has just been too stressful to write it all out ( Read more... )

I was expecting a screw to be put into my jaw. Apparently they had no such thing in mind. Instead, I was handed a fake tooth with metal barbs. The dentist said it wouldn't hurt to put on. No local or anything needed. She shoved it into my mouth and dug the barbs between my teeth. Ouch. Yes, that did hurt. The best part: I take it out at night and ( Read more... )