Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
I want to be with kevin so badly, and one day i will be.
If things don't work out with Joseph, which i'm not sure if they will because of this, I'm going to have my uncle stay the night when I decide to do this and leave early in the morning to catch ( Read more... )

9:30am
me:morning babe.
xoxoxo. <33
joseph:Morning.
me:what happened to waking up early, huh?
joseph:I was awake. I just got outta the shower
me:oh, i see.
11:21am

1:13am
joseph:You better be asleep. Lol
me:=P
joseph:Why arent you asleep lil girl...
me:i totally am. =]
joseph:O ok just sleep texting. Thats cool i do that sometimes
me:haha, yep.. i'm dreaming about you rite now. ^_^
joseph:Oh well thats kinda kinky. But good news. At least you arent dreamin about anything bad or anybody else
joseph:Well keep dreaming ( Read more... )

today went by super freaking fast, on my way to school for the last period at 1:45-ish i stopped by joseph's which is infact TJ's house where he just moved in a few days ago. =]
although travis now has an iviction notice but that's a whole nother story.

so when i got there to drop off the phone that i convinced john to let him use, i walked in and ( Read more... )

i trust joe more then i would most. this is as far as i usually get to trusting someone and i'm just getting to know him.
it's actually pretty crazy how little we know one another, but i can't wait to know who joe is and also have him know who kayla is. i hope he'll be able to.

he's been pretty sick, unfortunately thanks to me. last night it was ( Read more... )

3:39pm
joseph:Wut ya up to?
me:not too much.
joseph:I took a nap and i feel alot better
me:that's good.. i'm glad. ^_^
joseph:Thanks.
joseph:You dont wanna talk to me.
joseph:i should just give this phone back.
joseph:Are ya busy sweetie
me:ha.. no, your being silly.
joseph:How. :) haha me silly. Shit.
joseph:So you feelin any better
me:quite a bit.
joseph: ( Read more... )

i get confused so easily and that's one reason i told you i don't think i'm someone you should date.
because it get's confusing to be with me so i need to know that i can talk to you about anything and not have you run away from me or get to frustrated or angry.
like i said 100% honesty, i don't wanna keep anything from you, i want to tell you ( Read more... )

ok i was talking to this guy in australia and well this email should explain a little bit of how my day went.

so a little bit before i met travis i met mike at a football game.
there was something about him that didn't quite set with me, he's only person i've ever run into that reminds me of harley.
he's the guy that raped me about 3 years ago..
just ( Read more... )

so i ended up not going to school today.
it's was a long story, kinda bulshit.
anyways so i met joseph at the bowling ally after my dentist apointment, just like i said i would.
straight after the denists apointment we went to safeway.. while i was there i noticed a missed call from a wierd number.
i called it back and it was the tattoo shop.. i ( Read more... )

so tonight thomas and i actually started talking ( Read more... )