drama drama drama
ok i was talking to this guy in australia and well this email should explain a little bit of how my day went.
so a little bit before i met travis i met mike at a football game.
there was something about him that didn't quite set with me, he's only person i've ever run into that reminds me of harley.
he's the guy that raped me about 3 years ago..
just having someones presence remind me of that person made my emotions fly.
one of my best friends chelsea was really into him and i told her i didn't rite about
him.. but she didn't read much into it.
so naturally when he started chillin with her i was also around because most of my time is spent with chelsea.
one night when i was walking to tj's(travis's) house with my good friend matt some people were yelling at us from the hill next to the road we were walking on.
it was mike and his friend.
i hadn't seen him for a while so i was pretty excited.
(honestly i ended up completely forgetting that feeling he gave me when i met him, until today i remembered.)
so i ended up talking to him and i'd mentioned goat, another friend, to matt and mike said goat was one of his old friends because mike just moved back to this area.
i told him i was going up to see goat at tj's house and he wanted to come with so i brought mike up there.
that's where i feel like i'm somewhat to blame for this but i'm not really stressin about it too much.
because mike ended up meeting ashley, tj's recent x, at travis's house.
and ended up dating for a short while and then ashley went back to travis.
travis invited me and my boyfriend over for chinese on valentines day.
february 14th.
he ended up setting up a romantic dinner for all of us.
cleaned his house spotless had candles, flowers, etc.
so he surprised all of us and when ashley got there everyone hid. (jeff, bobby, and jeremy were there as well.)
when ashley came in he proposed and she said yes, after she'd said yes everyone came out and clapped.
(getting off track)
so last night ashley was home while tj's was at work, she forgot to lock the door and she was in the shower.
mike had been starting drama trying to break them up and mike knocked on the door.
pretty much, with out details, mike had came in and he raped her.
she is 17 and tj just turned 21. that means she's a minor here and any sex with tj is illegal.
she had to be tested for semein when she went to the cops.
that means if tj's shows up he's going to be acussed of rape and go to jail.
trevon came in the house and stabbed mike when all this was going on and mike ran.
after ashley left and got kicked out of tj's(longer story why but he was in the rite for kicking her out despite what'd just happened to her)
so me and joe(my boyfriend) just oh my alot of drama.
watching tj talking to him, yadda yadda.
trying to give him space but not feeling comfortable leaving him alone.
i don't know it's also alot long than that but i've already written alot more than you really want to read.
but if it weren't for me ashley wouldn't have met mike.
things are more calm but i don't know rite now i'm butched.
note: today showed me alot about joseph but mainly that he's very caring, of me and just period, even in the middle of all the drama he saw that i was in pain because i was worried about travis big time so joseph just gave me this really comfortiing look.
like it almost said i care about how your feeling and where you are will all this.
he took me in his arms and just held me. =]