so tonight thomas and i actually started talking ( Read more... )

i'm still feeling some heartbreak from my little adventure with thomas, mainly it's coming from feeling guilty though.
i don't know its just.. ya, one of those things where i don't understand what i'm feeling.
regret is not something i want to have but i have a feeling i'm going to, i haven't regreted it yet but what's done is already done.

although ( Read more... )

ok.. so i'm not going to explain anything so this might not make much sense, but it's not like many people read my blogs anyway.

so ok, shit, there's of course eddie, then thomas, alex, joe.. fuck.
i get so confused by romantic moments and gorgeous faces. =/
i'm sick of letting these things fuck me over.

i've decided to stay with eddie.
i have not ( Read more... )

i talked forever on the phone with him last night.. it was seriously one of the most amazing conversations i've ever had on the phone and that was the first time we'd ever talked besides txting.

ok so the way this whole senario came to be is that before i started dating eddie kristen asked me how my love life was doing and i was in a crappy mood ( Read more... )