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A full explanation
So, I hate to leave anyone hanging who actually reads this (like...Fey...I think that's it D: ). To clarify, we don't hate each other, there is no malice, no negative feelings what-so-ever. We still care and love each other, it's just that we have different paths in life. This is our splitting of paths. Yes, I'm sad about it. But at the same time I ( Read more... ) -
End
It's over. Again. Apparently. -
So much for nothing negative...
I really am biting my tongue now. Not only have I not felt well enough to celebrate Samhain, which I still plan to...maybe some time this week. If it goes too much farther than that, I'm going to say that it's not worth it and will just have to wait until Yule to celebrate THAT Sabbatt! But...anyways ( Read more... ) -
o.O Wow...
So...it's been quite some time since I have posted an entry here! I guess when things go well, there's nothing to complain about! XD I'm thinking what I am going to start using this livejournal for is an on-going record of my religious stuff - Sabbats, spells, and other magickal things that occur through my religious journey. A journey is never ( Read more... ) -
Full of unawesomeness
*blows off the dust* Wow, been quite some time since I've posted here, huh...? I guess when things haven't changed, for better or worse, in life then there's nothing to bitch about. o.O Also, I usually post stuff on my dA page or, if it's not horrific, sad or depressing, I post it on FB. Well, all of the following is kinda the above. Mostly angtsy ( Read more... ) -
Misadventures in Ex-dom
Be forewarned, this is going to be a rather extensive, possibly boring, and definitely emotional, entry. That being said, if you’re still reading thank you ( Read more... ) -
...really.....?
I was all hopeful and shit. Until I got home last night....and then I slipped into this oh-so-fucking AWESOME depression. YAY! Why?....read on ( Read more... ) -
Undecided.....
Yesterday, when we stayed up until 5 am fighting, Ed and I decided (after my mom suggested) that I should really take the next few days that she's going to be gone and spend them at her house. At first, I was kind of hesitant on the idea. I could not function at work, once again, and so took off half the day. It actually ended up working out REALLY ( Read more... ) -
Scary dream....
So, things are like a rollercoaster, over and over again. I'm just not sure what to do anymore. I'm trying to be optimistic, but when I have a night like I did last night....it's REALLY difficult at best. I love this man more than I have ever cared about anything in my entire life and I don't think any length of words could fully describe how I ( Read more... ) -
Better in time (maybe)
So Friday, I was pretty much fed up with the whole situation and it came to a point where I was like "Shit or get off the pot". When I got home Friday, I confronted Ed about my revelation, his lack of trying, etc. And quite honestly, come Saturday morning, it seemed to make everything go back to normal. It seemed like he really took some thought ( Read more... )