Scary dream....
So, things are like a rollercoaster, over and over again. I'm just not sure what to do anymore. I'm trying to be optimistic, but when I have a night like I did last night....it's REALLY difficult at best. I love this man more than I have ever cared about anything in my entire life and I don't think any length of words could fully describe how I feel. But when things like this happen, he makes me feel like I'm a wortless piece of shit. I won't complain more about this because, like he said last night, it's just like beating a dead horse. I don't see where venting is going to benefit either myself or anyone who is subjegated to read this. The whole reason I'm posting is because of this horrid, ominious dream that I had. I thought it was real....and I was so scared....
The world was ending. And not just "oh the sun became a black hole" or "humans destroyed the Earth"...oh no, this was a total "Satan is real" apocolyptic type dream...
The first thing that I recall is Satan (who I don't believe in btw), somehow or another came to Earth and everyone, including Christians, Pagans, whatever, were subject to his bidding. A huge black, nasty ooze was consuming the Earth and every person who was in its path. I was running away with my mom, Jake and Ed. Despite our best efforts, it eventually caught up with us. Once we were absorbed by it, we could hear all of the people of the world screaming, crying and in total agony. I heard people crying about where was their God, etc. The next thing I knew, every single person was chained and was working, sort of like in movies with people in jail all chained together picking with axes at rocks....but it was worse than anything imaginable. I just remember being so utterly scared and helpless. Jesus, that's how I feel right now....think this was in response to my situation? Maybe.
The world was ending. And not just "oh the sun became a black hole" or "humans destroyed the Earth"...oh no, this was a total "Satan is real" apocolyptic type dream...
The first thing that I recall is Satan (who I don't believe in btw), somehow or another came to Earth and everyone, including Christians, Pagans, whatever, were subject to his bidding. A huge black, nasty ooze was consuming the Earth and every person who was in its path. I was running away with my mom, Jake and Ed. Despite our best efforts, it eventually caught up with us. Once we were absorbed by it, we could hear all of the people of the world screaming, crying and in total agony. I heard people crying about where was their God, etc. The next thing I knew, every single person was chained and was working, sort of like in movies with people in jail all chained together picking with axes at rocks....but it was worse than anything imaginable. I just remember being so utterly scared and helpless. Jesus, that's how I feel right now....think this was in response to my situation? Maybe.