Well… I FINALLY GOT MY DRIVER’S LICENSE!!!! YAY GO ME!! I know I haven’t been on LJ. It’s ok. I don’t keep up with journals too much. I’m not expecting to keep writing everyday especially since I am insanely busy. I am still striving to complete my big 25 list. One down and 9 to go. I am going to replace 10 from getting married to making it semi ( Read more... )

I haven’t been on Live Journal recently. A lot of stuff has been happening, but that’s nothing new with me. First, I got sick, really bad. I got the flu. I was out of work for a week. So basically all throughout February I was either sick or stuck in Jury Duty. It was probably the worse month I’ve had in a really long time. I think I had a few days ( Read more... )

This whole month has thrown me a serious curve ball. As I stated earlier, I haven’t been working out. I know this has set my progress back especially since I’m already overweight. It’s going to be harder to get back towards the records I set before. This makes me extremely sad. Throughout the weekend I haven’t been eating right. Either I eat too ( Read more... )

I was trying to avoid a post until things were better with me. I’ve had the worst two weeks ever. Well, it was one of the worst. I was a part of Jury Duty for a week and half, and it was terrible. I was so stressed out I started to get headaches and I completely stopped working out.  Now that set me back, big time! Then when I head back to work it ( Read more... )

So… I got into another weird type of argument with the boyfriend. It wasn’t exactly an argument it just one of those situations where you immediately feel like shit afterwards. I swear, him and grandmother are the only people with the ability to make me feel that way. So small and worthless. Well maybe worthless is the wrong word but you know when ( Read more... )

Well… I’m in the first steps of starting my own business. This is going to be my own baby and no one else. No independent contractor of someone else’s business or anything like that. If this fails it will be completely my fault. This whole plan is a bit daunting but I have faith and that’s all I need right now. That and loads of information on how ( Read more... )

I feel like such a slacker. I haven’t worked out in four days! That’s almost a full week. I felt a little depressed about work and money issues, plus I was really tired some days and felt too exhausted to work out. Today I felt tired too but I didn’t want to go another day without working out. I think today marks the day of true progress. I heard ( Read more... )

I am so tired I am going to go straight to sleep after this entry. I’ve been slacking working out. The last two days I didn’t do anything and I felt so bad. Today, as I was working out and when I was close to my last time I felt defeated because I knew I wasn’t going to beat it. I tried so hard and when I hit the two mile marker I almost stopped ( Read more... )

I BEAT MY RECORD! I am so happy! When I was close to it I pushed myself so hard I was screaming in the gym. Luckily I was by myself when that started happening. This is a GREAT feeling indeed! It took a couple of days and a bit of sidetracking because I was sick but I got there. That’s the thing about running there’s so much to look forward to. ( Read more... )

So my boyfriend left me to hang out with some new friends he made. It’s okay, I guess. I thought we were going to watch the game together but he was just so quick to go. I guess that’s the thing that hurts the most. I know… hard to admit, that I am a bore at times but he doesn’t put much effort into changes things either. I am really sad, and I ( Read more... )