I haven’t been on Live Journal recently. A lot of stuff has been happening, but that’s nothing new with me. First, I got sick, really bad. I got the flu. I was out of work for a week. So basically all throughout February I was either sick or stuck in Jury Duty. It was probably the worse month I’ve had in a really long time. I think I had a few days ( Read more... )

I was trying to avoid a post until things were better with me. I’ve had the worst two weeks ever. Well, it was one of the worst. I was a part of Jury Duty for a week and half, and it was terrible. I was so stressed out I started to get headaches and I completely stopped working out.  Now that set me back, big time! Then when I head back to work it ( Read more... )

So… I got into another weird type of argument with the boyfriend. It wasn’t exactly an argument it just one of those situations where you immediately feel like shit afterwards. I swear, him and grandmother are the only people with the ability to make me feel that way. So small and worthless. Well maybe worthless is the wrong word but you know when ( Read more... )

Well… I’m in the first steps of starting my own business. This is going to be my own baby and no one else. No independent contractor of someone else’s business or anything like that. If this fails it will be completely my fault. This whole plan is a bit daunting but I have faith and that’s all I need right now. That and loads of information on how ( Read more... )

I feel like such a slacker. I haven’t worked out in four days! That’s almost a full week. I felt a little depressed about work and money issues, plus I was really tired some days and felt too exhausted to work out. Today I felt tired too but I didn’t want to go another day without working out. I think today marks the day of true progress. I heard ( Read more... )

Interesting day I had today. First I am going to mention the good and great! I think I have a job interview on Wednesday. I’ve been calling a few places and I spoke to the owner of a gym downtown and he wants to meet me.  I hope something good comes out of that. I’m crossing my fingers! My workout today was beyond great! It was tiring but very good ( Read more... )

Okay, so I didn’t get fired. I am way too paranoid, I guess. Anyway, I heard that the guy who I thought wanted my position is going to take customer service classes. He has no write ups and now he’s going to cross train to make more money and surpass my position. Now, isn’t that just lovely. I’m going to be stuck in the same position for the rest ( Read more... )

Okay so I may be getting fired within the next day or two. I am on serious edge. I made a mistake that may cause me to get fired. I have to find another job and FAST!!!!! I can’t take it anymore anyway. I am way too stressed out there. Anyway… I ran and jogged a lot today but I didn’t go as long because I was really tired when I got in from work. ( Read more... )

The first day of working out. I was thinking about it all day at work. When I got home I was so psyched and now I’m more pumped into working out every day or at least 4 to 5 times a week. I am so focused it’s almost scary to me. Something always happens to make each plan go into a horrible detour. I am so determined to get back to my old shape, I ( Read more... )

So I got a job interview on Tuesday. I am really excited about the prospect of this job. I’ll be on the computer all day making ads and answering customer e-mails. That would be a great job! I just hope I get it and most importantly I have no idea where the place is at so hopefully it won’t be too far out since I have to go to work afterwards. It ( Read more... )