Looks like I'll be going back to SC for awhile.  It's time to put my mom in a nursing home - she's getting more and more difficult to deal with and my dad is at the point where he can't handle it any more.  I had a taste last month when his brother passed and I stayed with mom so he could go be with the family.  As far as I'm concerned, he's a ( Read more... )

So, I've been thinking about this smoking habit I've developed. Speaking truthfully, I luurve the nicotine rush I get pretty much the way I luurve the high I get from weed. But, I can live without it, quite easily in fact. Apparently what I have trouble living without is the oral-thing that comes with it. Somehow having something in my mouth is ( Read more... )

Good lord!  I didn't realize it's been 10 weeks since my last update!  I'm SUCH a slacker! LOL  I'm honestly afraid to look and see if I still have any friends left...  If any of you are still there - thanks for sticking around!  I haven't read my friends page in forever either, so  you may be getting belated post responses - just so you know...

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I have had the day from hell ( Read more... )

...love never had to drive almost 400 miles with two little old ladies. Surprisingly enough I didn't hit anything!

I need a vacation from my weekend...

God, I want to eat.  I'm not hungry really, what I am is: bored, frustrated, anxious, horny, lonely...

I've been looking for a steady job with good pay and benefits for 3 years now.  I'm bored out of my mind.  I feel like I'm stuck in a rut that's getting deeper and deeper... How many resumes do I have to send?  I'm so damn tired of being ( Read more... )

I did nothing over the weekend. I hopped out quickly to the post office around 10am on Sat, and that was it ( Read more... )

Changed my colors again - feeling a little restless ( Read more... )

Homelife is getting more and more unbearable. I'm smoking way too much (for me), and taking an ativan everyday. Mom has become a royal bitch. It's "shut your mouth" or "mind your business" or "fat ass". My level of shame is off the charts; my confidence is so low it's barely registering. I walk around like a zombie. All I want to do is sleep ( Read more... )