only 4 more hours til i can go home and curl up with a good movie, and my man ( Read more... )

I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.
I'm okay.

I've been up and down ( Read more... )

Memorial service yesterday i seemed to go numb, or maybe it was my tear ducts were out of tears. I found Gregory outside the church, he refused to go in, made up excuses. He asked me to hand some photos over to erics mom. and if i thought it appropriate, he then hands me a notebook, Eric's old psychology notebook/journal from 2002. Stephanie ( Read more... )

EricWebb

Date of Service: 10/16/2007
Date of Passing: 10/13/2007
Details:
Memorial Mass

for

Eric Webb

Tuesday, October 16

10:00

American Martyrs Church

May the souls of the faithful departed, rest in peace.i miss him so much. i wish he could hold me now. i want to touch his skin and know he's here with me and that this has all been ( Read more... )

i went to bed in my parents room. i didnt want to be in my bed. 4am i woke up and tried to go to sleep in my bed. i froze because i didnt want to use the blankets that i had a blanket war with him. i laid curled up in a ball staring at where his head was lying on the pillow. where he sat putting on his shoes, the box next to my bed still moved ( Read more... )

One minute he is lying in my bed holding me, talking about plans for the future and his fears and how we feel ( Read more... )

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