Exam results are out, along with the huge N next to my probability math subject. No surprises there considering I knew I'd failed the minute I stepped out of the exam, but somehow having weeks to become comfortable with imminent failure doesn't soften the blow on actually seeing the results.

Wish I had never taken on this stupid subject. God, I'm ( Read more... )

I had my last exam today, or yesterday, I don't even know; my perception of time has been completely thrown out the window. But the point is, no more exams for the rest of my course, or the rest of my life! My engineering friends and I celebrated by doing what engineers do best; drink beer. I can't even begin to describe the sort of euphoric ( Read more... )

The amount of neglect that this blog has been subjected to is saddening. Oh for the days when I used to blog twice a day; apparently I used to be that obsessive. It's exam time and my thoughts are all incoherent. Here's a list, because everyone likes lists.

1. I failed my last exam ( Read more... )

Exam on Friday.
Trying to cram probability math. Failing.
Chicken is sick and won't eat.
I'm mega sad.

Well exam results are in and thank God I passed everything. I realise that every exam period I have a habit of convincing myself that I've failed or done horribly, which seems to be quite the contrary since I do relatively well in the end, but I'll stand by the fact that I always have reason to be worried. What with my internal marks always being ( Read more... )

I have zero motivation for this last exam. I think I spend 70% of my time sitting at my desk trying to contemplate all the things I want to do once exams are finished. It doesn't help that environmental law is actually the most boring subject I've ever taken. I can do hours and hours of math easy, but stick a piece of legislation infront of my face ( Read more... )

I don't lie when I say that I can't sleep at night when I think about how neglected this place is. (Although I suppose it would be wise to keep in mind that thoughts like If I cram one chapter every hour and a half then I might be able to learn the whole course in three days, fuck, I really should have started studying earlier and I wonder if I ( Read more... )

In my lecture notes:
The simplest state of molar diffussion is equimolar counterdiffusion..

First thing that comes into my head:
Fail. I'm going to fail.

I have a blister on the third finger of my writing hand, where a pen or pencil would normally sit. This is not a good sign.

I nearly had a heart attack.

Thermodynamics IHigh DistinctionProject Management for Civil EngineersHigh DistinctionEnvironmental Impact AssessmentHigh DistinctionUrban Water and Wastewater SystemsHigh Distinction
I know I have this habit of thinking I've done terribly, but honestly, I really did have it set in my head that I was borderline ( Read more... )