So, looking at all my school options in Phoenix, and getting excited to make a new life, I have come to the conclusion that I am CRAZY. Really. Certifiable. Yeah… I’ll freaking rock school. I’ll do great at my job, whatever it is. And all in all, I’m sure I’ll fit in as long as I don’t go out anywhere like clubs or bars….

Because I am just not THAT ( Read more... )

When you are told things, certain things, horrible things, after awhile you begin to believe them. There is a difference in knowing what you want, going for what you want, and actually obtaining what you want.

I was supposed to be statistic. I was supposed to be the girl who ended up on drugs, 15 and pregnant, working at Wal-Mart. “Oh look at poor ( Read more... )

It started out amazing. Great story to tell. Butterflies everyday. It stayed amazing. Then it just... dissappeared ( Read more... )

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
The first one says "Jessica needs coffe", which is funny in itself since everyone tells me that. BUT the second one is the funny one... Jessica needs to quit dressing like a slut"
ha

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
Jessica looks like shes got a sock down the front of her pants ( Read more... )

I feel like I am standing on the side of the road with nothing in my hands, watching him drive away, and not able to speak. Maybe he really didn't know how I felt. Maybe he really is that stupid. But even if I had said something, it doesn't change the fact that he is back together with Melissa, therefore, wanted to be with her anyways.

But a part ( Read more... )

I went to eat from the forbidden cake and got burned. My cake it baking in another oven these days. And what makes it worse is I offered extra icing for my cake. With sprikles on top. THEN found out a new oven was being used. Yup ( Read more... )

Sometimes you have so much pain in your body all you see is red.

Sometimes you are hurting so bad from so many things all you feel is nothing.

Sometimes you are crying so much there are no tears left.

And sometimes there is just too much to even begin to explain.

So I'll sum it up...

I should have just stayed in Austin.

Cuz I'm just some girl. Some ( Read more... )

November 4th is NOT just another day
This day usually passes by with no significance what-so-ever. But every four years it becomes a day of excitement, tension, and scrutiny. After months of politics and being overwhelmed with ads, signs, and non stop media coverage, this day decides who will run our country for the next four years.

So today at work ( Read more... )

I drove to your house when you were so lonely you couldn’t sleep. I talked to you everyday to make sure you were ok. I listened while you went on and on about how much you missed another girl, and you never even heard the tears in my voice. I was there for you.

I let you in, because you convinced me you actually cared… My bad. I was foolish enough ( Read more... )

He's dead. When you hear a friends name come over the patch phone you assume they just so happen to have the same name, but it's not the same person.

This time it was.

And now he's dead. Not some Joe Black on the street. No, the person you actually knew. The person you were friends with.

He is dead.

Damn.