Ooooh Life...
I feel like I am standing on the side of the road with nothing in my hands, watching him drive away, and not able to speak. Maybe he really didn't know how I felt. Maybe he really is that stupid. But even if I had said something, it doesn't change the fact that he is back together with Melissa, therefore, wanted to be with her anyways.
But a part of me is kind of wondering, what if I had said something sooner... would I be standing where she stands? Does it even matter? He's not good for me anyways right? But I am making progress.
I met someone. Someone that is fun and helps me relax. Someone that has been through life, more so then me, and gets my job, my limited time, and actually shows up when he says he will. It was a little unexpected. I've known him for awhile and we ran into each other while I was out for my birthday.
In this year of let downs... maybe I found something to hold onto, because he is certainly cuddly.