So I hoped I wasn't wasting my time, but even though the way things have panned out I wouldn't consider it a waste, not in the slightest. I learnt an amazing amount of things about myself and also about an amazing complex deep person, so, that time was well spent. Once again I'll elaborate more later. Just need some more time...story of my life.

Its pretty much been a lifetime since I've written in this thing. Alot has happened but some things never change or they just get repeated in a cycle.

Things are pretty good at the moment, I'm feeling good most days, some days are not so good but I think I'll elaborate on that another time. My thoughts have been getting preoccuppied with that of ( Read more... )

growing tired of trying to make people happy, trying to keep the peace and maintaining the balance of friendship in my life. And more importantly growing tired of not being appreciated for the lengths i go to. It makes me wonder why I even bother. You fucked me over so why should i be your friend?...becuase I want to be, because I think I've moved ( Read more... )

Its so hard to write things in here when you're really happy. You're not worrying about anything and there's nothing overly important on your mind and I just don't feel the need to write in here but someone told me that I only write bad stuff in here so I'm breaking the rules and mixing things up a little just to keep it real ya'll know what I'm ( Read more... )

I wasn't sure how it really made me feel whcih was probably the most annoying part about it. I just didn't really have a feeling when it came to it i was neutral and while thats ok its not where i wanted to be with it, i wanted to know exactly how i stood of the subject ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmmm and thats the gist of it right now....

You should've heard me sobbing as I drove home that night ( Read more... )

I honestly think that I should give up...I should just stop wasting my time and money on my damm car. By a car freaks standards I don't put in much money but stuff just doesn't go my way. Here is a story for all of you to laugh at, It is a true story and all I could do was luagh at myself ( Read more... )

I always thought today would be a good day, a day with just you and me and everything being perfect. It would also be a feat I had never achieved before and obviously its now a feat i still haven't achieved. I told you today but i'll say it again I wish today would have been better. I wish it was the way we always thought it would be. I'd say oh ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had one of the worst days, a day of misfortune and bad luck that lasted 24 hours. Ok here goes ( Read more... )