growing tired
growing tired of trying to make people happy, trying to keep the peace and maintaining the balance of friendship in my life. And more importantly growing tired of not being appreciated for the lengths i go to. It makes me wonder why I even bother. You fucked me over so why should i be your friend?...becuase I want to be, because I think I've moved on, forgiven and now ready to enjoy you as a friend ok but now you don't like it that i'm friends with them. It hurts you, but it hurts them to be friends with me and none of you seem to know about the knots I get in my stomach and pain in my head when you're getting upset. I don't really give a fuck anymore. I'm not mad I've just grown tired...