I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss touching your back and feeling how soft your skin is. I miss knowing how wide it is and how it feels against me, whole. The way you smell. The way it's different right after you shower. I miss the smell of your hair on my pillows right after you leave for work, because it only takes a second for me to miss you ( Read more... )

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asphyxiateit (2:50:13 PM): yeah so my mother went psychotic this morning
NonLethalDeath (2:50:21 PM): oh my
NonLethalDeath(2:50:25 PM): what happened?
asphyxiateit(2:51:01 PM): Mike stayed over last night because his brother came back from Rutgers, and the two have a very tense relationship right now
asphyxiateit(2:51:09 PM): he doesn't feel safe ( Read more... )

asphyxiateit: thank you for talking to me

Baal159: Sorry, I wasn't here.

Baal159: And, sure.

asphyxiateit: I don't know how to help you the way you help me

asphyxiateit: I think I'm going to take him off of my AIM list, because if I don't do it now I probably won't do it later

asphyxiateit: it feels dumb that this is really scaring me

asphyxiateit: I can ( Read more... )

asphyxiateit: I hate this paper

Baal159: Mine's actually not that bad, because it's something I'm pretty interested in.

asphyxiateit: I'm not interested in my  topic enough to research it

asphyxiateit: I don't have any books. I don't care.

Baal159: None?

Baal159: How have you been getting your stuff approved?

asphyxiateit: he said I needed more material ( Read more... )

asphyxiateit: I'm telling my mother about Brandon tonight

RubberBuIIetKiss: how do you think that shes going to take it?

asphyxiateit: well

asphyxiateit: I've had a really shitty week

asphyxiateit: I've basically been crying nonstop

asphyxiateit: it's at a point where my teachers and friends are concerned

asphyxiateit: I'm really depressed lately

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http://www.classic.fhm.com/asp_code/kamasutra/galleries.html lolol

( I'm in a shitty place right now. )

( I'm Very Tired. )

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