I miss you. I miss you so much. I miss touching your back and feeling how soft your skin is. I miss knowing how wide it is and how it feels against me, whole. The way you smell. The way it's different right after you shower. I miss the smell of your hair on my pillows right after you leave for work, because it only takes a second for me to miss you ( Read more... )

I was looking for a particular post and found this one... it's so interesting to read it after time has passed. When I posted it, I made it private to everyone, including Brandon. It's public now, obviously.

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Things with Mike got better. We worked it out, thankfully. Little by little, I am starting to feel more 'normal'. There are still times when I feel like parts of me can't feel, or times when I think about whether or not I am really happy, but I take that day by day. I've become fairly proficient at that. The nice thing about becoming better is that ( Read more... )

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Yeah so I was going to make a massive post about what's up lately, what with being in college now, but my entry got overwritten, so that's going to wait until later.

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My uncle is in Pennsylvania today, so I get to read until four o' clock and then go home. I'm leaving at three-thirty so that I can get a big head start before traffic seeps onto the highways and extends my commute by a half hour, minimum. I've got Operation Ivy, The Dead Kennedys, and Bad Religion sneering through the speakers at the moment, an ( Read more... )

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