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May 21, 2012 23:49

I used to think that me getting a job would make it easier in terms of financial stuff but right now I kind of feel like I'm being much more of a burden than actually being able to help out. I'm really out of cash I don't even have money to go to work or eat so I have to ask my Mom for money to spend for the day, asking money from her lets her touch savings that are meant for more important things like my kid bro's tuition or school supplies and books (which he doesn't have yet and it's almost June). There are bills to pay, I have bills to pay and my mom's paying my bills because I can't pay it. I shouldn't have gotten those dance classes. My training fee's going to debt and nothing's going to be saved for travel since I need that money to eat and get my ass to work.

I guess I have to sacrifice my personal leisure needs. No more extra spending on food and all that, no more going out on weekends for the moment. As much as possible keep your meals within 50 pesos or a dollar or less. Eat dinner at home, as much as possible no dinner is good too. One less mouth to feed will help.

Financial problems are always hard. Always so heavy. I just really have to work twice as harder, be twice as better, get an early raise during my probation and as much as possible spend less until I have enough money to pay some house bills too, like electricity and internet bills. Then work even harder and pay my brother's tuition.

Ahh, life sucks. I wish we were richer.

In due time. Patience. Perseverance. We'll get there eventually. 

not enough, i know, work on it, frustrated, meh, depressing, resolve, boohoo, me, aish, coping, priority, next time, let's see, fear, failure

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