So...a couple of weeks or so after the last time I posted, I hit rock bottom. I started having anxiety attacks. I didn't understand the full extent of what "living with anxiety" means until this started to happen to me. They would hit me after I woke up before I needed to go to work. They would hit me on the way to work. Usually, I could make it ( Read more... )

I'm back! I'm back! I'm back I'm back I'm baaaack!

It's weird coming back after over a year of not posting anything. I'm going to assume anyone reading this has kept up with a lot of the big stuff on Facebook (ie. the new car, moving in with Alex, new job, etc.). A lot happens in a year.

I'm back because I don't feel comfortable sharing my ( Read more... )

Dear stupid bitch who totaled my car a couple of weeks ago ( Read more... )

I have been stuck in my house since Tuesday night. There is snow on the ground, and while the rest of the the city I live in has been going about their normal lives, I literally cannot get out of my driveway. There are several inches of snow on top of ice, and because everyone who works on this farm doesn't give a flying fuck about people who live ( Read more... )

Basically, where I've been lately is work. Douchebag Jimmy left, and so the burger joint has been AWESOME. Plus everyone is really happy that I'm back including the people who weren't always nice to me before my sabbatical. Yay!!!!!!!!

We're winding down to the end of the semester. Thank the fucking lord. I'm definitely failing stats, but I'm ( Read more... )

*insert freakout of epic proportions*

If I could go home right now, I would. I can't, and that's making me feel worse.

I have a shit ton of work to do, certain friends of mine are really getting on my nerves, I reeeeeeeeeeeeally don't want to have study group tonight, and I fucked up my wrist last night at work and it still hurts. I have laundry I ( Read more... )

Today was a very stressful day. I had a lot of things to get done and little time to do of them. It didn't help that yearbooks came out and that was a huge distraction. Blargh.

Anne and Alex want to make play dates for Penny. Apparently no one wants to see me anymore; they just like my kitten. *shrugs*

Paige and I carried out our action plan for ( Read more... )

So basically...my car's inspection expires Thursday, my dad's birthday was today and I forgot to call him, I've had a nasty tooth/jaw ache since Sunday, and I have mandatory play practice ALL THE FUCKING TIME.

The stupid mechanics that Mom prefers to have working on our cars are closed Saturday, and they probably won't give me a loaner. I'm ( Read more... )

More dismal midterm grades. I got a 79 in chemistry and a 58 (:O!!!!) in math. Plus, my math teacher counted one of my take-home tests late even though he handed it out while I was at Project Inclusion and made it due the day I came back. >:(

I feel like waving the respective midterms in the teachers' faces and saying SEE?! THIS IS WHY I WANT TO ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what really made today suck. It could have been the fact that I found out that no matter what I do this week, I'm going to fail gov't for the nine weeks. Or the fact that it was crunch time in j-ism and that always stresses everyone out. Or maybe it was the knowledge that tomorrow morning, I would be stuck in Spanish class for two full ( Read more... )