Angst! Angst! Angst! Angst!
So basically...my car's inspection expires Thursday, my dad's birthday was today and I forgot to call him, I've had a nasty tooth/jaw ache since Sunday, and I have mandatory play practice ALL THE FUCKING TIME.
The stupid mechanics that Mom prefers to have working on our cars are closed Saturday, and they probably won't give me a loaner. I'm thinking about taking my car to a decent mechanic on Saturday after practice, but the place I have in mind is way up on a major highway that kills my car every single time it ventures up that way.
GodfuckingDAMMIT.
On top of that crap I have school stuff as well. I have fucking CAP to take care of, and I'm so fucking done with it. My group members don't ever want to fucking do anything, and then Paige (who practically runs our group) fucking yells at me when I call experts and get information because it's not what she wanted. If she thinks I'm doing it the wrong way, she can call the bastards herself. UGH.
Then, you know, there's the bloody AP exam next week, and I'm pretty sure I proved to Mr. Bares today that I can't analyze poetry to save my life. Of course, they only put cryptic shit on the exam, so I'm screwed.
I slept in for half an hour this morning. I had a dream where I was bleeding everywhere and Alex's brother Philip was trying to chase me out of the house, but I was still upset when my alarm woke me up. I feel like if I'd rather dream about hemorrhaging than get out of bed and go to school, something's going wrong.
Ooo, from Dream Moods: "To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained." They've got that right.
Anyway, I'm going to go to bed. The last thing I need on me right now is sleep deprivation.
The stupid mechanics that Mom prefers to have working on our cars are closed Saturday, and they probably won't give me a loaner. I'm thinking about taking my car to a decent mechanic on Saturday after practice, but the place I have in mind is way up on a major highway that kills my car every single time it ventures up that way.
GodfuckingDAMMIT.
On top of that crap I have school stuff as well. I have fucking CAP to take care of, and I'm so fucking done with it. My group members don't ever want to fucking do anything, and then Paige (who practically runs our group) fucking yells at me when I call experts and get information because it's not what she wanted. If she thinks I'm doing it the wrong way, she can call the bastards herself. UGH.
Then, you know, there's the bloody AP exam next week, and I'm pretty sure I proved to Mr. Bares today that I can't analyze poetry to save my life. Of course, they only put cryptic shit on the exam, so I'm screwed.
I slept in for half an hour this morning. I had a dream where I was bleeding everywhere and Alex's brother Philip was trying to chase me out of the house, but I was still upset when my alarm woke me up. I feel like if I'd rather dream about hemorrhaging than get out of bed and go to school, something's going wrong.
Ooo, from Dream Moods: "To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained." They've got that right.
Anyway, I'm going to go to bed. The last thing I need on me right now is sleep deprivation.