How many times does this have to happen? I tried again to find someone who makes me crush hard enough to block you out of my mind. Failed. This time he is super sweet, would never have a mean thing to say about anyone, treats me like an angel, really loves to be around me, and so totally smitten, and we have an endless amount of things in common ( Read more... )

Well, this situation really blows. I keep fighting with myself again to avoid calling you. I have to be strong. Wouldn't you want me to be? You said you couldn't blame dillon for not calling laura when they got into that fight that ended up pushing me out of their circle for what now seems indefinitely.

You need to be pushed and the only way to ( Read more... )

I know what you're thinking ( Read more... )

I visualize the timeline ( Read more... )

I always open the door and give you a chance to do something right. To give me a reason for this feeling I can't get rid of ( Read more... )

  I let it all out. It feels good, at least for a minute. A lovely sort of pain as you would say... I think you should only be allowed so many tears for one person, and your allotment should certainly be all out by now.  So you would think.  Up and down, up and down. Why do I let myself feel this way. I wish I had scissors that could just cut the ( Read more... )

I wonder if you read this ( Read more... )

I hate that everything reminds me of you.

I can't watch movies. Pretty much every movie ever made has, at some point in it, people very much in love. It makes me... i don't even know how to describe it. It just hurts. People watch scenes like that in movies and wish so badly to feel that way about someone. It's beautiful, but sad at the same time. ( Read more... )

Please forgive me ( Read more... )

It boggles my mind. It really does... how you could feel this once, so strongly and then for it to just die? It doesn't make sense. If it has it's because you let it. It's hard to type with just one hand. I got a lot of thinking done in the hospital. But nothing really came of it. I was so happy but a little scared when you said you wanted to come ( Read more... )