Mar 05, 2009 01:36
I always open the door and give you a chance to do something right. To give me a reason for this feeling I can't get rid of.
AND NOTHING EVER HAPPENS.
You know where I am and when about 50% of the time. I still work all night on Mondays, Fridays and Saturdays. You know where I live.
You know my phone number. STILL NOTHING. Are you trying to push me away completely? If so, you're doing a pretty good job. But just promise me one fucking thing... Don't you dare do it for my own good. I'm an adult. Let me make my own decisions. If you want to call me or talk to me, DO IT.
How many times do I have to tell you... I DONT WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. IF I DID, I WOULD TELL YOU.
I want you to want to at least be my friend. And make some sort of effort. People are not disposable. You can't just toss them aside. We get it, Mr. Independent... you don't need anyone, you've made that abundantly clear. You could at least have the decency to be considerate of other people's feelings and plans. Don't blow people off. It's just plain rude.
You are so disconnected and you think it's a wonderful thing.
I wish I were being too harsh, but I'm not. And you def. haven't done anything to make me think otherwise.