He told me he loves me. Its amazing. Hes amazing. I love him, so much it hurts. I rarley get to see him, but when I do it warms my heart so much. I miss him when he leaves, but I wont cry anymore, because I know I'll see him again, he promised me. I wish it could be sooner though, I really do miss him, and its only been a few hours. I wish he was ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm single again, because my dick head of an ex decided I wasn't interested and dumped me. He had so many stupid reasons for it, and it didn't really make scene to me. He says he loved me, so why did he leave? I guess I need to get over it though. It might take sometime, I really did love him, and he was the only guy I ever really fell for ( Read more... )

Yay!!! Had a great christmas!!! Love my new phone!!!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaand the ring Alex got me XD ( Read more... )

Ok, I'm happier now than I was last time I posted on here. I dont know why I go off on random depressing rants, mabye its bacuse sometime I cant help but remember the past. I'll admit I've had a crap life. I was abandoned, abused, raped, gang raped, almost murdered and had a miscarriage and tis was all in the first fifteen years of my life. So yeh ( Read more... )

Ok, so college is going good, except for the mass amounts of homework and essays I have to do :( I hate doing them, but I am learning from them and I have passed them so I guess its not too bad.

Lucy is still here, I knew she would be, even if we went to different colleges but being able to see her everyday is a serious bonus, and I dont think I'd ( Read more... )

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Beckett just asked me out!!! Aww, he was so shy about it lol but he really is cute. He got really nervous!!! Bless!!

But I can promise that no matter what me having a boyfriend will never come between me and you Lucy!!!!!!!!! No-one will ever break that bond, I promise!! Love you!!

Write soon xx

Ok, so college is awsome!! I have a load of essays to write but other than that its great!! I've met new people who are pretty cool to hang with: Vicky, Scott, Will, Harvey and Alex - Alex is cute, an I think he likes me ;)  So overall not too bad I guess :)

I think this is the longest I've ever not posted something!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm starting college next week and Lucy is going there as well so Im really happy :) Even though we arnt in any classes together we'll still see each other around campus :) and I'm studying Religion, Philosiphy, Sociology and Drama and Theatre Studies :)

So hows my lfe been so ( Read more... )

I seriously feel like I havnt posted anything in AGES!!! Well as you can see I'm alive and I'm doing much better - I'm not going to commit and acts of bodily harm to myself because I have realized I have friends, family and people who love me - I dont wanna hurt them - Also A big thank you to everyone who made me feel special and help me realize ( Read more... )