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He told me he loves me. Its amazing. Hes amazing. I love him, so much it hurts. I rarley get to see him, but when I do it warms my heart so much. I miss him when he leaves, but I wont cry anymore, because I know I'll see him again, he promised me. I wish it could be sooner though, I really do miss him, and its only been a few hours. I wish he was here, but hes not. Im just going to have to deal, and wait for the day I get to see him again. I wish I was going to the christening, but I cant ask, the answer will probably be no, and I dont wanna face that disapointment. I really wanna go though, to see him, and to see Jack get chrishened. I know I might sound bitchy, But Im jealous that Harvey can go and I cant. I know hes Lucys boyfriend, and he has more right to, but I really wish I could go, to see them both, and so I can finally get the kiss I've been waiting for, for over four years. Im so inlove with him, and I dont know when I'm next going to see him. But even if he falls inlove with someone else, my heart will always belong to him. I love him, always have, do now, and always will <3