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I give up. Really, I do. I know you love him but why does that mean you have to abandon me at every turn just to be with him? So I'm done, I'm not gonna leave you completly. I wouldnt abandon you like you do to me. But Im not gonna make an effort anymore. I'll be here for you, if he's too busy for you, but I'm not chasing you anymore. You want me in your life? Its up to you but I just dont care anymore. I still love you, but I'm not gonna bother anymore. I wont leave you, but I wont make an effort. Its not worth it. I'm not gonna care any longer, because the longer I care, the worse its gonna be when you decied all you need is him. This isnt my goodbye to you. This is just me getting ready for your goodbye to me.