Dec 26, 2009 21:25
Yay!!! Had a great christmas!!! Love my new phone!!!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaand the ring Alex got me XD
So, life is good right now. I have my friends, I have Alex, I think Alex's best friend fancies me but hey! Hes a nice guy, he wont do anything :P Hehe Ahhhhh Im good XD
One question though, should I get help? Ok, here's how it goes:
I was going to commit suicide, I didnt but I was contemplating it. I dont want to die, but I want to control the pain. Ive put what happened in the past, but the scars are still there, but I dont want to get depressed and hurt myself again. So, should I see someone? I could go and see a counciler in college, I seriously think I need help. What do you think I sould do?
xx
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