Christian ( Read more... )

Makes me wish I had someone special. I have tons of guy friends...which is great. What sucks is I like one of them ( a lot), but he is 12 hours away and sees me as...I am not even sure. Then there is Christian...whom I still love as my friend and wish things could be the way they used to be ( Read more... )

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People (but don't say their name ( Read more... )

I have an internal glitch. One day....one day...I will find someone who will love me as much as I love them. I hope that day is soon because I am tired. God's love should be enough. I need to suck it up....focus on my future..and tell men to take a hike ( Read more... )

For ever doubting You. Father God....I'm in awe. I got an answer from the courts in less than 24 hours. I am on my way to being essentially debt free. The Credit Cards will go back. I will live within my means ( Read more... )

A perfectly nice guy has asked me out, and I have agreed....but I can't seem to like him the way I should. I have a serious emotional defect here. I only like people who don't like me back. I like how hard it is? I like the emotional high mixed with the inevitable rejection ( Read more... )

I have been back a month....and already I have a job, I have upset my mother, I have started dating someone (oh the internet personals ( Read more... )

I'm back. Gonna be back for a while.

Get at me.

I may have found a boy worth while....weird right?

Thank you internet.

A

So...had an interview with Hobby Lobby. The guy said he liked me...I really hope he calls ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Nita's shower. I think about....4-6 people read this...including Nita....but still...you get my point. It was fun...awkward but fun. My family is very dysfunctional....but I love them just the same. Nita had a good time...and I bonded with cousins. I think they are schmoozing me because I was in LA...and I have done things ( Read more... )