Jan 17, 2009 11:31
I have an internal glitch. One day....one day...I will find someone who will love me as much as I love them. I hope that day is soon because I am tired. God's love should be enough. I need to suck it up....focus on my future..and tell men to take a hike.
I'm too cool for most guys...that or too much of a basket case. Either way...I'm awesome. I will continue to be me....if you don't like it....tough!
I have a lot of love inside me...and I don't know what to do with it. I feel everything very intensely. Maybe that's the cyclothemia talking. Maybe not. I try to monitor it....but it get's very very hard.
I do sometimes wish I was like normal girls. Bitchy, needy, easy and sexy. These are not adjectives I can use in reference to myself.
Me:
Hippie
Strange
Funny
Smart
Tough
Tomboy
Scaredy Cat
These are fitting words.
That is all.
life,
crap,
oh,
love,
boys,
crazy