I'm Miserable
I have been emotionally screwy the last few days. I don't know what's fighting for anymore.
Something that I want more in this world is to love...God, and another earthly person. That has been my hope since I understood what romantic love was. Like genuine, I hate you right now but I still love you Love.
I thought I found a chance at that...but...as much as I don't want to admit it...I think it's coming to a close.
Suck.
Mom says this is the preparation period...if we prepare anymore...I'm not going to want to bother....but still have this want inside me. That's gonna suck.
Something that I want more in this world is to love...God, and another earthly person. That has been my hope since I understood what romantic love was. Like genuine, I hate you right now but I still love you Love.
I thought I found a chance at that...but...as much as I don't want to admit it...I think it's coming to a close.
Suck.
Mom says this is the preparation period...if we prepare anymore...I'm not going to want to bother....but still have this want inside me. That's gonna suck.