Life
So...had an interview with Hobby Lobby. The guy said he liked me...I really hope he calls.
Kinda giving the online dating thing a try again....it's always sort of a gamble. But...there really is no other way for me to meet anyone that I didn't grow up with. Or who I don't know their personal dating history. So...yeah. Ew. I love my friends....but not enough to date them.
We'll see. I am sort of talking to this guy ( I would tell you at home sis...but there is never a good time to bring it up...so why not make it public knowledge?) Awkward...I know. And please don't worry...I am being safe and smart...but right now we just chat...so there is really nothing to concern yourself about. Yet. Muwahahaha.
Jade keeps saying and doing these little things that have me concerned...but I just continue to love her and tell her gently that that's not how things are supposed to go. But it is tearing me up a little inside...as well as confusing. I love my niece...and I am going to do everything in my power to make sure she is ok.
My spiritual life has dwindled...and I don't know what to do. Mom and I are at odds I think...we had a fight a week ago. I am sure I hurt her...but I just couldn't take. Now she is SUPER moody. I don't want her to be mad...but she can't take me right now...Nita needs me. I want to help mom...but not with everything she wants me to do. I frickin hate her house...and she won't get rid of a darn thing! The family business and that house are eating her alive...and I can't watch it anymore. I won't suffer with her. That may sound selfish...and it probably is because mom and I are like oil and water. I love her...I do...but I feel like she uses me and takes advantage of me. It's not my fault she stays in that stupid house. She just needs to cut her losses, get a smaller place...and get over herself. That or a miracle needs to happen.
Guh.
I'm out
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Kinda giving the online dating thing a try again....it's always sort of a gamble. But...there really is no other way for me to meet anyone that I didn't grow up with. Or who I don't know their personal dating history. So...yeah. Ew. I love my friends....but not enough to date them.
We'll see. I am sort of talking to this guy ( I would tell you at home sis...but there is never a good time to bring it up...so why not make it public knowledge?) Awkward...I know. And please don't worry...I am being safe and smart...but right now we just chat...so there is really nothing to concern yourself about. Yet. Muwahahaha.
Jade keeps saying and doing these little things that have me concerned...but I just continue to love her and tell her gently that that's not how things are supposed to go. But it is tearing me up a little inside...as well as confusing. I love my niece...and I am going to do everything in my power to make sure she is ok.
My spiritual life has dwindled...and I don't know what to do. Mom and I are at odds I think...we had a fight a week ago. I am sure I hurt her...but I just couldn't take. Now she is SUPER moody. I don't want her to be mad...but she can't take me right now...Nita needs me. I want to help mom...but not with everything she wants me to do. I frickin hate her house...and she won't get rid of a darn thing! The family business and that house are eating her alive...and I can't watch it anymore. I won't suffer with her. That may sound selfish...and it probably is because mom and I are like oil and water. I love her...I do...but I feel like she uses me and takes advantage of me. It's not my fault she stays in that stupid house. She just needs to cut her losses, get a smaller place...and get over herself. That or a miracle needs to happen.
Guh.
I'm out
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