Understanding - Chapter 7
Title: Understanding
Rating: NC-17
Author: Dana (me)
Warning: yaoi, mpreg, crack, none beta
Pairing: Reita x Saga
Fandom: Jrock, gazette, alice nine
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my own insanity, and I make no money with this... or in any other way... >_>
Author's note: ZOMG! Saga pregy & very, very special! Poor Reita...
Plot: you should really know by now... X3
~*~First~*~
~*~Second~*~
~*~Third~*~
~*~Forth~*~
~*~Fifth~*~
~*~Sixth~*~
“Ouch... Not fair... My body feeds you and accommodates you; and you pay me back by kicking my kidneys like they are punching bags” Saga whined and ran a hand over his belly.
He was awakened by the baby early in the morning. He turned around to see Reita grinning while watching him.
“Did I wake you up?” Saga asked, slightly annoyed at Reita.
“No, I woke up a while ago. I was watching you sleeping, well until the baby woke you up. She is an early bird.” He laughed and moved over to Saga.
Saga was frowning; he was in a lot of pain. Even without the baby moving there was still the back pain and the pressure on his pelvis. It was unpleasant but endurable. Reita kneeled behind him and placed his hands on his lower back. Saga relaxed, the massage felt good, Reita’s went up and down his back pressing slightly. Saga leaned forward and Reita moved his hands lower and over his hips.
But it was over too soon. The phone rang and Reita went to pick it up. He wasn’t too happy to hear Uruha on the other side and did confuse the poor guy when he was slightly rude.
“What the hell did I do to you?” Uruha asked defensively.
“Nothing, sorry!” Reita apologized realizing he was wrong to hold his dream against Uruha. “How can I help you this morning?” He asked in a mock voice.
“Just calling to tell you there will be no practice today. Also Kai will be coming over there later today. I was with him yesterday and he brought a giant toy. It’s a green elephant.”
“Great, thanks. I just love toys.” Reita groaned.
“Well you don’t have to like them; they are for the baby girl. Speaking of which, how is Saga?”
“He is in a bit of pain, but it’s normal. We have a checkup tomorrow. He will soon enter the last trimester.”
“Ok, say ‘hi’ to Saga for me! Later!”
Reita looked around the living room as he hanged up. He wondered what Saga would want for breakfast, he didn’t dare try to guess. There was always some borderline disgusting combination to be found thanks to food cravings. He walked over to the kitchen with a sigh and opened the fridge. Lots of milk, juices, sweets and fruit. He grabbed some eggs thinking that would be a nice breakfast. But when he heard an earsplitting shriek he dropped them on the floor. As fast as he could, tripping over a few things, he ran over to Saga.
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As Reita went to answer the phone Saga dragged himself over to the bathroom. He felt miserable and he was sure he looked like he was. He washed his face and brushed his teeth, took off his clothes and stepped into the shower when he felt piercing pain. He fell down to his keens and grabbed his stomach and breathed deeply.
He prayed to god the pain would go away, he didn’t have it in him to call for Reita. He just breathed as the pain subsided. Then it was all gone. He closed his eyes, the baby moved. It was alright.
But when he looked down a scream tore of his lips. He was bleeding.
In seconds Reita was at his side, panicking and asking him what happened. Pale as a ghost Saga showed Reita blood on his hand. His eyes widened and he looked down from Saga’s hand to see blood was coming form between his legs.
A rush went straight to his head. So many thought ran in his mind that all he heard around him was a buzz. But when he saw tears run down Saga’s face he snapped back to realty.
“Are you alright? Did you fall down or something?”
Saga shook his head. “It hurt at first, but now there is no more pain.” He started sobbing.
Reita ran back to the room and grabbed his phone, he rushed back to Saga. As he waited for the doctor to answer he asked Saga. “Is the baby alright?”
“I don’t know, I felt her move just seconds ago. I don’t know.” He sobbed harder.
All Reita could do is place a kiss on the naked shoulder and whisper reassuring words to his lover.
The doctor answered and Reita practicality yelled at him. “Something is wrong! Saga is bleeding!”
The old doctors eyes widened in fear.
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Reita paced outside of the room doctor was in with Saga. He called Kai and Shou to inform them Saga was taken to the clinic. He didn’t know what to tell them more then the address of the hospital for he knew very little himself. He left it to Shou and Kai to inform others.
Was it because they had sex last night? But the doctor said it’s ok to have sex until the end of the sixth month. Was his daughter alright? He was too afraid to even think the word ‘miscarriage’ through.
He paced around; few steps then turn, and then repeat. Time dragged on along with his dark thoughts. He was too freaked out to call Saga’s parents, they didn’t like him much. He decided to leave that task to the doctor. No need to scare them without knowing all details. A nurse left the room but simply ignored Reita when he tried to ask her about his lover’s condition and rushed away as she had work to do.
Alone, frustrated and concerned, Reita felt like his stomach was twisting in knots. He sat down, his face sinking in his hands. The doctor got out of the room.
“Oh god. Tell me they are alright!” He stepped in front of the old man.
“Saga will need to be here for a few days. At first I thought it was a miscarriage.” He placed a hand on Reita’s shoulder and griped him tightly when Reita gasped at the word. “But they are tougher then they look. The baby and the mother are both well.”
Reita sighed. “But what was that?”
“Saga had a contraction. Just a few. His body got confused. These kinds of things happen even in the most normal of pregnancies. No need for me to give you details on how it came to that, you just need to know they are fine now and there was nothing you could do.”
He led Reita back to sit down and he sat beside him. “Saga dilated a bit but we fixed it.”
“Dilated?”
“Like I said, his body got confused and thought the baby would come, so cervix started to dilate. To put is simply, cervix gets opened so that the baby can come out. The size of Saga’s dilation was merly about one and a half centimeters. It means it was fast and that is what worries me. This was dangerous. Take it seriously but there is no need to panic.”
As Reita thought about everything doctor told him the rest of the guys started arriving. The doctor told Reita he can go in now, alone. He said he will explain all to their friends. Uruha, Shou and Tora were the first ones there and Reita left them with the doctor.
When he walked in the first things he notices were the machines. One kept Saga in check and the other the baby. He walked over to his lover.
Saga was looking out the window; silent tears ran down his face. He noted Reita had entered but dared not to look at him. He felt guilty for almost loosing their daughter. He only looked at Reita when he felt the other take his hand and place kisses on it.
“I’m sorry.” Saga choked back a sob.
“No! Don’t be! This is not you fault love. You need to be calm.” He kissed Saga’s forehead. “It will be alight. How do you feel?”
“They got me on sedatives, I feel very little of anything.” Saga shrugged his shoulders.
“I don’t mean your body; the doctor already told me that. How do you feel?”
“I’m scared.” He cried openly now and Reita collected him in his arms.
When he calmed down they kissed and Reita told him their friends were here. Saga asked if Reita called his parents.
“The doctor will call them and explain everything. Don’t worry about it.”
Old man came in and Reita commented “Speak of the devil.”
Doctor walked over to the bed. “There are eight men here. I’m guessing that is all. I explained to them what happened and they would like to see you Saga. Do you feel up to it?”
Saga nodded. The doctor instructed to Reita to stay in and told them he will let them in two by two.
Either by chance or convenience the guys lined up matching their bad positions. First came in Nao and Kai. Of which Kai looked more distressed. He was holding a big green elephant. Saga smiled at that but it came out with a sob. He was too close to loosing any need for toys.
Kai felt guilty for making Saga cry but Reita told him it was alight. The doctor told them they can’t stay in too long because Saga needed rest.
Next came Shou and Ruki, if to be judged by Shou pace, they practically ran in. Shou ran over to Saga and kissed him on the forehead. Ruki was worried just as much as anyone else but did his best to hide it by sticking to facts. He asked Saga how he felt and if the baby was alright and wished him to get well soon. Saga thanked him and smiled as Ruki dragged Shou out of the room so that others could come in.
Uruha and Tora stayed in the shortest because Uruha was getting nervous and shoved sings he might get hysterical like Shou. He didn’t take hospitals all that well. He felt like a jinx because he had only talked to Reita and asked him about Saga and the baby a bit before all hell broke loose. Saga told him not to be stupid and he got dragged out of the room by Tora.
The last stayed in the longest, up until the doctor came in to chase them away. Aoi felt strangely guilty about never thinking too much about the baby or too nicely about Saga so he decided to make up for it. He apologized to Saga if he has in any way come off as insensitive or a jerk. He told them he was glad the baby was alright. Saga and Reita thanked him.
When the crowed cleared up the doctor came in to tell them he had contacted Saga’s parents. They wanted to come right away but he asked them to come tomorrow seeing how Saga had enough excitement for the day.
They were alone again and Saga lay down. Reita pulled the cover over him and sat on a chair by the bed. He held Saga’s hand and talked to him for a while before the drugs carried him for to sleep. Saga said he wished his mother could be there. Reita understood. His mother was the person he called whenever he felt something new, whenever he was curious or simply needed to have support from someone who had been thought all that.
Saga was now in deep sleep and Reita still held on to his hand. Saga’s grip got loose as he drifted off but Reita didn’t let go. He looked over to the monitor that showed his girl’s heartbeats. Finally calming down he placed one more kiss on Saga’s hand. He wished he could stay there and be next to Saga when he woke up, but the doctor told him to come tomorrow. He did however allow Reita to leave Saga’s phone there so that they could talk if Saga felt lonely. But only if Saga felt bad. Reita checked the battery in Saga’s phone before he hesitantly left the room.
Reita went home gloomy. He felt lonely in the empty apartment. Sitting alone in the living room he thought about turning on the TV but decided silence suited him better. He reached over and took the teddy bear that was sitting on the sofa close to him. With a sigh he hugged the fluffy toy.
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Word from Dana:
Last chapter was a tease so I wanted to write a new chapter fast...
Anyways honeys, I needed some drama here, so~ there it is...
But you know I wouldn't hurt them, right?
Comment please!! X)
Rating: NC-17
Author: Dana (me)
Warning: yaoi, mpreg, crack, none beta
Pairing: Reita x Saga
Fandom: Jrock, gazette, alice nine
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my own insanity, and I make no money with this... or in any other way... >_>
Author's note: ZOMG! Saga pregy & very, very special! Poor Reita...
Plot: you should really know by now... X3
~*~First~*~
~*~Second~*~
~*~Third~*~
~*~Forth~*~
~*~Fifth~*~
~*~Sixth~*~
“Ouch... Not fair... My body feeds you and accommodates you; and you pay me back by kicking my kidneys like they are punching bags” Saga whined and ran a hand over his belly.
He was awakened by the baby early in the morning. He turned around to see Reita grinning while watching him.
“Did I wake you up?” Saga asked, slightly annoyed at Reita.
“No, I woke up a while ago. I was watching you sleeping, well until the baby woke you up. She is an early bird.” He laughed and moved over to Saga.
Saga was frowning; he was in a lot of pain. Even without the baby moving there was still the back pain and the pressure on his pelvis. It was unpleasant but endurable. Reita kneeled behind him and placed his hands on his lower back. Saga relaxed, the massage felt good, Reita’s went up and down his back pressing slightly. Saga leaned forward and Reita moved his hands lower and over his hips.
But it was over too soon. The phone rang and Reita went to pick it up. He wasn’t too happy to hear Uruha on the other side and did confuse the poor guy when he was slightly rude.
“What the hell did I do to you?” Uruha asked defensively.
“Nothing, sorry!” Reita apologized realizing he was wrong to hold his dream against Uruha. “How can I help you this morning?” He asked in a mock voice.
“Just calling to tell you there will be no practice today. Also Kai will be coming over there later today. I was with him yesterday and he brought a giant toy. It’s a green elephant.”
“Great, thanks. I just love toys.” Reita groaned.
“Well you don’t have to like them; they are for the baby girl. Speaking of which, how is Saga?”
“He is in a bit of pain, but it’s normal. We have a checkup tomorrow. He will soon enter the last trimester.”
“Ok, say ‘hi’ to Saga for me! Later!”
Reita looked around the living room as he hanged up. He wondered what Saga would want for breakfast, he didn’t dare try to guess. There was always some borderline disgusting combination to be found thanks to food cravings. He walked over to the kitchen with a sigh and opened the fridge. Lots of milk, juices, sweets and fruit. He grabbed some eggs thinking that would be a nice breakfast. But when he heard an earsplitting shriek he dropped them on the floor. As fast as he could, tripping over a few things, he ran over to Saga.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
As Reita went to answer the phone Saga dragged himself over to the bathroom. He felt miserable and he was sure he looked like he was. He washed his face and brushed his teeth, took off his clothes and stepped into the shower when he felt piercing pain. He fell down to his keens and grabbed his stomach and breathed deeply.
He prayed to god the pain would go away, he didn’t have it in him to call for Reita. He just breathed as the pain subsided. Then it was all gone. He closed his eyes, the baby moved. It was alright.
But when he looked down a scream tore of his lips. He was bleeding.
In seconds Reita was at his side, panicking and asking him what happened. Pale as a ghost Saga showed Reita blood on his hand. His eyes widened and he looked down from Saga’s hand to see blood was coming form between his legs.
A rush went straight to his head. So many thought ran in his mind that all he heard around him was a buzz. But when he saw tears run down Saga’s face he snapped back to realty.
“Are you alright? Did you fall down or something?”
Saga shook his head. “It hurt at first, but now there is no more pain.” He started sobbing.
Reita ran back to the room and grabbed his phone, he rushed back to Saga. As he waited for the doctor to answer he asked Saga. “Is the baby alright?”
“I don’t know, I felt her move just seconds ago. I don’t know.” He sobbed harder.
All Reita could do is place a kiss on the naked shoulder and whisper reassuring words to his lover.
The doctor answered and Reita practicality yelled at him. “Something is wrong! Saga is bleeding!”
The old doctors eyes widened in fear.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Reita paced outside of the room doctor was in with Saga. He called Kai and Shou to inform them Saga was taken to the clinic. He didn’t know what to tell them more then the address of the hospital for he knew very little himself. He left it to Shou and Kai to inform others.
Was it because they had sex last night? But the doctor said it’s ok to have sex until the end of the sixth month. Was his daughter alright? He was too afraid to even think the word ‘miscarriage’ through.
He paced around; few steps then turn, and then repeat. Time dragged on along with his dark thoughts. He was too freaked out to call Saga’s parents, they didn’t like him much. He decided to leave that task to the doctor. No need to scare them without knowing all details. A nurse left the room but simply ignored Reita when he tried to ask her about his lover’s condition and rushed away as she had work to do.
Alone, frustrated and concerned, Reita felt like his stomach was twisting in knots. He sat down, his face sinking in his hands. The doctor got out of the room.
“Oh god. Tell me they are alright!” He stepped in front of the old man.
“Saga will need to be here for a few days. At first I thought it was a miscarriage.” He placed a hand on Reita’s shoulder and griped him tightly when Reita gasped at the word. “But they are tougher then they look. The baby and the mother are both well.”
Reita sighed. “But what was that?”
“Saga had a contraction. Just a few. His body got confused. These kinds of things happen even in the most normal of pregnancies. No need for me to give you details on how it came to that, you just need to know they are fine now and there was nothing you could do.”
He led Reita back to sit down and he sat beside him. “Saga dilated a bit but we fixed it.”
“Dilated?”
“Like I said, his body got confused and thought the baby would come, so cervix started to dilate. To put is simply, cervix gets opened so that the baby can come out. The size of Saga’s dilation was merly about one and a half centimeters. It means it was fast and that is what worries me. This was dangerous. Take it seriously but there is no need to panic.”
As Reita thought about everything doctor told him the rest of the guys started arriving. The doctor told Reita he can go in now, alone. He said he will explain all to their friends. Uruha, Shou and Tora were the first ones there and Reita left them with the doctor.
When he walked in the first things he notices were the machines. One kept Saga in check and the other the baby. He walked over to his lover.
Saga was looking out the window; silent tears ran down his face. He noted Reita had entered but dared not to look at him. He felt guilty for almost loosing their daughter. He only looked at Reita when he felt the other take his hand and place kisses on it.
“I’m sorry.” Saga choked back a sob.
“No! Don’t be! This is not you fault love. You need to be calm.” He kissed Saga’s forehead. “It will be alight. How do you feel?”
“They got me on sedatives, I feel very little of anything.” Saga shrugged his shoulders.
“I don’t mean your body; the doctor already told me that. How do you feel?”
“I’m scared.” He cried openly now and Reita collected him in his arms.
When he calmed down they kissed and Reita told him their friends were here. Saga asked if Reita called his parents.
“The doctor will call them and explain everything. Don’t worry about it.”
Old man came in and Reita commented “Speak of the devil.”
Doctor walked over to the bed. “There are eight men here. I’m guessing that is all. I explained to them what happened and they would like to see you Saga. Do you feel up to it?”
Saga nodded. The doctor instructed to Reita to stay in and told them he will let them in two by two.
Either by chance or convenience the guys lined up matching their bad positions. First came in Nao and Kai. Of which Kai looked more distressed. He was holding a big green elephant. Saga smiled at that but it came out with a sob. He was too close to loosing any need for toys.
Kai felt guilty for making Saga cry but Reita told him it was alight. The doctor told them they can’t stay in too long because Saga needed rest.
Next came Shou and Ruki, if to be judged by Shou pace, they practically ran in. Shou ran over to Saga and kissed him on the forehead. Ruki was worried just as much as anyone else but did his best to hide it by sticking to facts. He asked Saga how he felt and if the baby was alright and wished him to get well soon. Saga thanked him and smiled as Ruki dragged Shou out of the room so that others could come in.
Uruha and Tora stayed in the shortest because Uruha was getting nervous and shoved sings he might get hysterical like Shou. He didn’t take hospitals all that well. He felt like a jinx because he had only talked to Reita and asked him about Saga and the baby a bit before all hell broke loose. Saga told him not to be stupid and he got dragged out of the room by Tora.
The last stayed in the longest, up until the doctor came in to chase them away. Aoi felt strangely guilty about never thinking too much about the baby or too nicely about Saga so he decided to make up for it. He apologized to Saga if he has in any way come off as insensitive or a jerk. He told them he was glad the baby was alright. Saga and Reita thanked him.
When the crowed cleared up the doctor came in to tell them he had contacted Saga’s parents. They wanted to come right away but he asked them to come tomorrow seeing how Saga had enough excitement for the day.
They were alone again and Saga lay down. Reita pulled the cover over him and sat on a chair by the bed. He held Saga’s hand and talked to him for a while before the drugs carried him for to sleep. Saga said he wished his mother could be there. Reita understood. His mother was the person he called whenever he felt something new, whenever he was curious or simply needed to have support from someone who had been thought all that.
Saga was now in deep sleep and Reita still held on to his hand. Saga’s grip got loose as he drifted off but Reita didn’t let go. He looked over to the monitor that showed his girl’s heartbeats. Finally calming down he placed one more kiss on Saga’s hand. He wished he could stay there and be next to Saga when he woke up, but the doctor told him to come tomorrow. He did however allow Reita to leave Saga’s phone there so that they could talk if Saga felt lonely. But only if Saga felt bad. Reita checked the battery in Saga’s phone before he hesitantly left the room.
Reita went home gloomy. He felt lonely in the empty apartment. Sitting alone in the living room he thought about turning on the TV but decided silence suited him better. He reached over and took the teddy bear that was sitting on the sofa close to him. With a sigh he hugged the fluffy toy.
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Word from Dana:
Last chapter was a tease so I wanted to write a new chapter fast...
Anyways honeys, I needed some drama here, so~ there it is...
But you know I wouldn't hurt them, right?
Comment please!! X)