Understanding - Chapter 6
Title: Understanding
Rating: NC-17
Author: Dana (me)
Warning: yaoi, mpreg, crack, none beta, smut
Pairing: Reita x Saga, Uruha x Saga
Fandom: Jrock, gazette, alice nine
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my own insanity, and I make no money with this... or in any other way... >_>
Author's note: ZOMG! Saga pregy & very, very special! Poor Reita...
Plot: you should really know by now... X3
~*~First~*~
~*~Second~*~
~*~Third~*~
~*~Forth~*~
~*~Fifth~*~
When Uruha reached Saga’s apartment he found Saga in the living room, alone and crying. He kneeled before him, linking a finger under his chin to raise his head.
When their eyes met he asked “Are you alright?”
Saga nodded. It was an empty gesture, clearly he was not alright. Uruha pretty much ran there after he got a phone call from Reita saying he’s had enough of the whole fucked up situation and he can’t take it anymore. Uruha was worried about Saga so he cared little where Reita went.
“What happened there?” Uruha asked frowning when he was a gash on Saga’s cheek. It was bleeding a bit.
Saga just shook his head and pushed Uruha’s hand away from his face. He sobbed again and Uruha saw his shoulders were shaking violently.
“Stop crying!” He felt desperate and didn’t think they would get anywhere with Saga choking on his sobs. He took Saga’s hand and pulled him up. “Come on!”
Uruha dragged Saga over to his bedroom and into the bathroom. They stopped by the sink; Uruha took a towel and soaked it with cold water.
“You need to calm down! Look at me!” He needed to get Saga to lift his head up. Once he did Uruha wiped the laceration on his face. Saga twitched at the pain but didn’t step back he let Uruha clean him up. He liked the feeling of cold on his skin after crying. He still let a sob out every now and then.
“Alright. That is much better.” Uruha smiled when he was done. “Now tell me what happened. And please try not to cry again.”
Saga nodded silently. “I will try.”
They walked back to the bedroom and Saga sat on the bed. He explained to Uruha that he and Reita got into a fight, it was a small one to begin with, Reita asked Saga why he was depressed lately. When Saga told him it was because he didn’t think Reita was ready to have a child Reita snapped. The worse part was that Saga didn’t even mean it in a bad way. He just thought it was wrong on his side to change Reita’s life.
But soon two egos heated up and all hell broke loose. Reita said to Saga that if he hadn’t been drunk he wouldn’t have been in this mess and Saga told him that there is no need for him to stick around. One thing led to another and Reita hit Saga. A ring on his hand made the cut on Saga’s face. When Reita saw what he did he tried to apologize but Saga told him to get out.
Uruha listened to all Saga told him. Perhaps he was right; Reita wasn’t ready for all this. If he wasn’t frustrated to begin with he would have reacted so energetically to Saga’s comment.
When Saga finished talking tears ran down his face again. Uruha set down by Saga and gathered the shaking figure in his arms. He didn’t try to stop him again but he did offer soothing words. He wanted Saga to calm down but there was nothing he could do, yelling would only make things worse.
Saga broke the embrace. “I need a glass of water. Can I get you anything?”
“No, I’m fine.”
Saga nodded and went to the kitchen. He took a bottle of pill from one of the cabinets and took one, a mere sedative to calm him down. He went back to the room and sat back next to Uruha.
“Thank you.”
“For what?” Uruha asked him.
“For listening to me. And the hug,” Saga made a sad smile. “But why did you come here in the first place?”
“Reita called all bitchy. Said you two had a fight and he left, so I came here to make sure you are ok.” He looked at Saga; his face was clearing of the redness from crying. Now he looked a bit pale.
Saga nodded and thanked him again. He sighed and dropped down on the bed, he looked up at the ceiling. “I guess it’s for the best.”
Uruha was still sitting on the edge of the bed; he was looking at Saga’s now prone body. He placed a hand on his belly and smiled. “Are you two alright?”
“Yeah, I took a sedative to calm down. When I went to get some water.”
“Can you feel her moving?”
“Yes, she started a few days ago.” Saga placed his hand on Uruha’s. “You’re lucky; it’s like she knows when she is the subject of conversation.” He moved Uruha’s hand a bit to the side.
Uruha’s eyes widened when he felt the baby move. It felt so weird, the girl in there was moving around and enjoying her private space. Saga chuckled when he saw Uruha’s face.
“It quite normal. Why do you look so shocked?”
“No, it’s just that it’s a lot to take in. You know a new life. And it’s moving!” Uruha stared at the large tummy.
Saga couldn’t help but laugh. “Is this the first time you felt someone’s baby move?”
Uruha nodded.
“Don’t you have nephews?”
“Yeah, but whenever my sister tried to get me to feel the baby I kinda freaked out.” He grinned.
“Sorry then, didn’t mean to traumatize you.” Saga joked.
“Neh, it’s cool. Actually it’s awesome. It’s an amazing feeling.”
Uruha lay down beside Saga. “You’ll be alright. Things will work out.”
Saga rolled over so that he could be face to face with Uruha. “I know. Thanks.”
Uruha placed his hand on the baby again. “To tell the truth I have no idea how Reita could hit you. You have a baby in you, and not just that.”
Saga raised an eyebrow. “Not just that? I am a guy, still, even though I’m in a very unmanly situation.”
“I didn’t mean it as ‘never hit a woman’ thing” Uruha placed a hand on Saga’s shoulder and gently pushed him to lie on his back again. He lifted himself and leaden over Saga, supporting himself so as not to put pressure on Saga’s belly.
Saga blinked a few times confused before Uruha continued his previous statement; “I mean, how could he hit someone so beautiful that is in such a fragile state?” He brushed his lips against Saga’s glad that the other was too confused to retort.
Saga closed his eyes, he could feel Uruha’s breath meat his own. It felt warm. Uruha brushed his lips against his and he responded. Lips touching, caressing each other, not quiet taking it to the next stage. Uruha’s lips were soft and velvety. The both kept their eyes closed letting their lips play. They could feel each other’s smiles, they made soft innocent kisses.
After a while Saga moaned. Uruha licked his lower lip teasingly. He pushed his tongue passed those lips that parted instantly to let him in. Saga wrapped his arms around Uruha, fingers knitting themselves into Uruha’s hair. When Uruha broke the kiss a small string of saliva connected their lips still, before Uruha moved too far away and it broke. He kissed Saga lips again, then his chin and made his way to Saga’s neck.
Saga moved his head to the side to provide Uruha with more space to kiss. He moaned Uruha’s name when the other brushed his teeth against his skin just a bit too roughly but not enough to hurt him.
Uruha cupped Saga’s face in one hand, moving his head so that he can look him in the eyes. When their eyes met Uruha placed one move kiss on Saga’s lips before he said; “I wish that child was mine, I would never do anything to hurt you.”
Silent tears ran down Saga’s face. “I wish that to.”
Uruha kissed him again and placed a hand on his belly.
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Reita woke up in the dead of the night with heavy breaths, “What the hell!?”
He looked around; Saga was sleeping soundly by his side. It was just a dream. He thanked god and fell back to bed. He looked at Saga and smiled, he must have grabbed on of the teddies that were beside the bed and placed it beside them. He liked hugging the bears lately. Reita figured it was instinctual, like training for holding the baby.
He shook his head. That dream was sick to him. I made him sick to think anyone would touch his Saga. He inched closer to his lover and shook him a little to wake him up. He wanted Saga; he needed reassurance that only he can touch him. Saga groaned a few incoherent words of which Reita only understood ‘sleep’.
Reita wasn’t about to give up. He wrapped his arms around Saga’s frame and pulled him closer. He placed kissed on Saga’s face and when Saga finally responded he moved on to kiss Saga’s neck. Saga opened his eyes and wrapped his arms around Reita.
“I like waking up like this, but it’s the middle of the night honey. You don’t have problems with libido like I do. Why aren’t you asleep?”
Reita answered against his neck “I had a horrible nightmare.”
“So you feel horny because of a nightmare?”
Reita moved away, he shoved Saga onto his back. “I have a dream that some other man was touching you.”
Saga was shocked to get pinned against the bed but reasoned with Reita. “I wouldn’t let anyone but you touch me, my love. You have no reason to doubt me.”
“I know, I’m sorry, I don’t doubt you. I just need to get that image out of my mind. Help me?”
Saga smiled. He moved his legs, spreading then apart so that Reita who was hovering over him would be in a more accommodating position. “Looking for this kind of help?” He asked Reita with a mischievous grin.
“Oh god yes!” Reita wasted not time, he pulled down Saga’s boxers as fast as he could before working on getting himself as naked as he needed.
Saga smiled as he watched him. He wondered what Reita was dreaming about, but knew better then to ask.
Reita looked at Saga’s most female part, he grinned; he has grown to like that. In fact he pretty much worshiped Saga’s sexuality. He placed a hand on the lump of sensitive flesh and watched as Saga bit his lip and the sensation. He felt he needed to help Saga get ready. He brushed his fingers over it, pressing slightly; rubbing Saga into getting wet enough to have as much fun as he will. Saga moaned and arched his back.
Reita grinned. He was ready. Just as Saga felt the head of Reita’s arousal enter him he breathed in panic, “Be careful and don’t lean on my stomach!”
Reita nodded “I know, don’t worry.”
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*looks up and grins* I got ya! I got ya all! X3 *puts on a bugs bunny mask* Ain't I a stinker?
Hehehehe... You didn't really think I would break them up?
No, no ,no *shakes head* I'r not twat ebil... weally! X)
I know this chapter was just a big tease, but still do comment! Puh-lease! *bakes cookies*
Will get the "real" thing written by the end of the week, no worries! X)
Rating: NC-17
Author: Dana (me)
Warning: yaoi, mpreg, crack, none beta, smut
Pairing: Reita x Saga, Uruha x Saga
Fandom: Jrock, gazette, alice nine
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my own insanity, and I make no money with this... or in any other way... >_>
Author's note: ZOMG! Saga pregy & very, very special! Poor Reita...
Plot: you should really know by now... X3
~*~First~*~
~*~Second~*~
~*~Third~*~
~*~Forth~*~
~*~Fifth~*~
When Uruha reached Saga’s apartment he found Saga in the living room, alone and crying. He kneeled before him, linking a finger under his chin to raise his head.
When their eyes met he asked “Are you alright?”
Saga nodded. It was an empty gesture, clearly he was not alright. Uruha pretty much ran there after he got a phone call from Reita saying he’s had enough of the whole fucked up situation and he can’t take it anymore. Uruha was worried about Saga so he cared little where Reita went.
“What happened there?” Uruha asked frowning when he was a gash on Saga’s cheek. It was bleeding a bit.
Saga just shook his head and pushed Uruha’s hand away from his face. He sobbed again and Uruha saw his shoulders were shaking violently.
“Stop crying!” He felt desperate and didn’t think they would get anywhere with Saga choking on his sobs. He took Saga’s hand and pulled him up. “Come on!”
Uruha dragged Saga over to his bedroom and into the bathroom. They stopped by the sink; Uruha took a towel and soaked it with cold water.
“You need to calm down! Look at me!” He needed to get Saga to lift his head up. Once he did Uruha wiped the laceration on his face. Saga twitched at the pain but didn’t step back he let Uruha clean him up. He liked the feeling of cold on his skin after crying. He still let a sob out every now and then.
“Alright. That is much better.” Uruha smiled when he was done. “Now tell me what happened. And please try not to cry again.”
Saga nodded silently. “I will try.”
They walked back to the bedroom and Saga sat on the bed. He explained to Uruha that he and Reita got into a fight, it was a small one to begin with, Reita asked Saga why he was depressed lately. When Saga told him it was because he didn’t think Reita was ready to have a child Reita snapped. The worse part was that Saga didn’t even mean it in a bad way. He just thought it was wrong on his side to change Reita’s life.
But soon two egos heated up and all hell broke loose. Reita said to Saga that if he hadn’t been drunk he wouldn’t have been in this mess and Saga told him that there is no need for him to stick around. One thing led to another and Reita hit Saga. A ring on his hand made the cut on Saga’s face. When Reita saw what he did he tried to apologize but Saga told him to get out.
Uruha listened to all Saga told him. Perhaps he was right; Reita wasn’t ready for all this. If he wasn’t frustrated to begin with he would have reacted so energetically to Saga’s comment.
When Saga finished talking tears ran down his face again. Uruha set down by Saga and gathered the shaking figure in his arms. He didn’t try to stop him again but he did offer soothing words. He wanted Saga to calm down but there was nothing he could do, yelling would only make things worse.
Saga broke the embrace. “I need a glass of water. Can I get you anything?”
“No, I’m fine.”
Saga nodded and went to the kitchen. He took a bottle of pill from one of the cabinets and took one, a mere sedative to calm him down. He went back to the room and sat back next to Uruha.
“Thank you.”
“For what?” Uruha asked him.
“For listening to me. And the hug,” Saga made a sad smile. “But why did you come here in the first place?”
“Reita called all bitchy. Said you two had a fight and he left, so I came here to make sure you are ok.” He looked at Saga; his face was clearing of the redness from crying. Now he looked a bit pale.
Saga nodded and thanked him again. He sighed and dropped down on the bed, he looked up at the ceiling. “I guess it’s for the best.”
Uruha was still sitting on the edge of the bed; he was looking at Saga’s now prone body. He placed a hand on his belly and smiled. “Are you two alright?”
“Yeah, I took a sedative to calm down. When I went to get some water.”
“Can you feel her moving?”
“Yes, she started a few days ago.” Saga placed his hand on Uruha’s. “You’re lucky; it’s like she knows when she is the subject of conversation.” He moved Uruha’s hand a bit to the side.
Uruha’s eyes widened when he felt the baby move. It felt so weird, the girl in there was moving around and enjoying her private space. Saga chuckled when he saw Uruha’s face.
“It quite normal. Why do you look so shocked?”
“No, it’s just that it’s a lot to take in. You know a new life. And it’s moving!” Uruha stared at the large tummy.
Saga couldn’t help but laugh. “Is this the first time you felt someone’s baby move?”
Uruha nodded.
“Don’t you have nephews?”
“Yeah, but whenever my sister tried to get me to feel the baby I kinda freaked out.” He grinned.
“Sorry then, didn’t mean to traumatize you.” Saga joked.
“Neh, it’s cool. Actually it’s awesome. It’s an amazing feeling.”
Uruha lay down beside Saga. “You’ll be alright. Things will work out.”
Saga rolled over so that he could be face to face with Uruha. “I know. Thanks.”
Uruha placed his hand on the baby again. “To tell the truth I have no idea how Reita could hit you. You have a baby in you, and not just that.”
Saga raised an eyebrow. “Not just that? I am a guy, still, even though I’m in a very unmanly situation.”
“I didn’t mean it as ‘never hit a woman’ thing” Uruha placed a hand on Saga’s shoulder and gently pushed him to lie on his back again. He lifted himself and leaden over Saga, supporting himself so as not to put pressure on Saga’s belly.
Saga blinked a few times confused before Uruha continued his previous statement; “I mean, how could he hit someone so beautiful that is in such a fragile state?” He brushed his lips against Saga’s glad that the other was too confused to retort.
Saga closed his eyes, he could feel Uruha’s breath meat his own. It felt warm. Uruha brushed his lips against his and he responded. Lips touching, caressing each other, not quiet taking it to the next stage. Uruha’s lips were soft and velvety. The both kept their eyes closed letting their lips play. They could feel each other’s smiles, they made soft innocent kisses.
After a while Saga moaned. Uruha licked his lower lip teasingly. He pushed his tongue passed those lips that parted instantly to let him in. Saga wrapped his arms around Uruha, fingers knitting themselves into Uruha’s hair. When Uruha broke the kiss a small string of saliva connected their lips still, before Uruha moved too far away and it broke. He kissed Saga lips again, then his chin and made his way to Saga’s neck.
Saga moved his head to the side to provide Uruha with more space to kiss. He moaned Uruha’s name when the other brushed his teeth against his skin just a bit too roughly but not enough to hurt him.
Uruha cupped Saga’s face in one hand, moving his head so that he can look him in the eyes. When their eyes met Uruha placed one move kiss on Saga’s lips before he said; “I wish that child was mine, I would never do anything to hurt you.”
Silent tears ran down Saga’s face. “I wish that to.”
Uruha kissed him again and placed a hand on his belly.
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Reita woke up in the dead of the night with heavy breaths, “What the hell!?”
He looked around; Saga was sleeping soundly by his side. It was just a dream. He thanked god and fell back to bed. He looked at Saga and smiled, he must have grabbed on of the teddies that were beside the bed and placed it beside them. He liked hugging the bears lately. Reita figured it was instinctual, like training for holding the baby.
He shook his head. That dream was sick to him. I made him sick to think anyone would touch his Saga. He inched closer to his lover and shook him a little to wake him up. He wanted Saga; he needed reassurance that only he can touch him. Saga groaned a few incoherent words of which Reita only understood ‘sleep’.
Reita wasn’t about to give up. He wrapped his arms around Saga’s frame and pulled him closer. He placed kissed on Saga’s face and when Saga finally responded he moved on to kiss Saga’s neck. Saga opened his eyes and wrapped his arms around Reita.
“I like waking up like this, but it’s the middle of the night honey. You don’t have problems with libido like I do. Why aren’t you asleep?”
Reita answered against his neck “I had a horrible nightmare.”
“So you feel horny because of a nightmare?”
Reita moved away, he shoved Saga onto his back. “I have a dream that some other man was touching you.”
Saga was shocked to get pinned against the bed but reasoned with Reita. “I wouldn’t let anyone but you touch me, my love. You have no reason to doubt me.”
“I know, I’m sorry, I don’t doubt you. I just need to get that image out of my mind. Help me?”
Saga smiled. He moved his legs, spreading then apart so that Reita who was hovering over him would be in a more accommodating position. “Looking for this kind of help?” He asked Reita with a mischievous grin.
“Oh god yes!” Reita wasted not time, he pulled down Saga’s boxers as fast as he could before working on getting himself as naked as he needed.
Saga smiled as he watched him. He wondered what Reita was dreaming about, but knew better then to ask.
Reita looked at Saga’s most female part, he grinned; he has grown to like that. In fact he pretty much worshiped Saga’s sexuality. He placed a hand on the lump of sensitive flesh and watched as Saga bit his lip and the sensation. He felt he needed to help Saga get ready. He brushed his fingers over it, pressing slightly; rubbing Saga into getting wet enough to have as much fun as he will. Saga moaned and arched his back.
Reita grinned. He was ready. Just as Saga felt the head of Reita’s arousal enter him he breathed in panic, “Be careful and don’t lean on my stomach!”
Reita nodded “I know, don’t worry.”
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*looks up and grins* I got ya! I got ya all! X3 *puts on a bugs bunny mask* Ain't I a stinker?
Hehehehe... You didn't really think I would break them up?
No, no ,no *shakes head* I'r not twat ebil... weally! X)
I know this chapter was just a big tease, but still do comment! Puh-lease! *bakes cookies*
Will get the "real" thing written by the end of the week, no worries! X)