( i damn well near fell off my chair laughing )

k so the time has come for an ultralight backpack. Lish and I just took our belated anniversary retreat this weekend [the blue moon had a really bad pipe-blow during the yule season when we were planning on being up there], and since the cleopatra collar doesn't come in a size as large as 16" and is in ultra-uncool chrome [dude, I'd want to wear ( Read more... )

this so bullshit. i can't believe i'm on that rising edge of chaos again. i can feel everything about to fall apart without a solid plan. this is ususlly where things fall to shit. but i've got the items listed on a 3x5 card and so long as i follow through on this. i should be able to manage everything all at once. i'm not going to let this ( Read more... )

this is pathetic. i went to 3 salons on the hill and not even the metro had fucking hair bleach. no not that pansy ass shit you get at bartells. bleach they sell in weights. i swear seattle blows for being able to buy bleach. i could go two blocks down in orange county and find a beauty supply that had what i need, and that place was fucking ( Read more... )

this is so fucking ridiculous. it's like i'm writing two different journals in here now. 1. the journal i started back in 2k2, and 2, the journal that evolved in 2k4... things need to synergize in that area ( Read more... )

i hadn't realized exactly how uninspired other people are ( Read more... )

it's not that they want my help or want to see my contribution to their dreams, it's that they want my dream to stand beside theirs. what dreams... what dreams... what dreams are coming....

yesterday's influence is nearly removed... but the memory is still strong.