Let's just say that yesterday was a crapy day, that I didn't think at all about making good choices, that it sucked big time, and let's leave it at that. I don't remember all that I ate, and I think that's.. eum.. good?

Yesterday's Weigh-in: 238.8

Yesterday's Exercise: I went skating for the first time in 4 years. I skated for about 45 minutes.

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Today's weigh-in: 237.8

Today's exercise:
- 20 minutes of elliptical
- C25k week 1

Today's food:
Breakfast/Lunch: 2 english mcmuffins (homemade, including eggs, processed cheese, back bacon ('cause the store didn't have turkey bacon)), 2 hashbrowns, 1 glass of OJ
Supper: 2 pieces of veggie thin crust pizza, 1 yogurt
Snack: 1 pack of chocolate covered ( Read more... )

Blaaaahh.
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My Hun got me some fishes for my birthday in 2008. These little guys wen through everything with me, and just watching them would make me feel peace inside. I had a favorite one; his name was Bajoue. He'd always come to the front of the tank and would fallow me in front of it, and would "kiss" my finger whenever I'd put it in the tank. He was ( Read more... )

So I gained weight again. Seriously, this is getting ridiculous. I'm sure I'm well over 240, since last time I weighed myself I was that, and I got new stretch marks on my belly, so.. *sigh* So I decided, once again, to change the way I live. How long will I stay on that track of mind? Only time will tell.

What decided me this time? Besides the ( Read more... )

Well, after almost 2 months, nothing has much changed. I kept on losing and gaining the same pounds. This morning, I was at 226.6, hoping to be down to 225 by tomorrow for my weigh in at SFL. I really have to start taking this seriously. I'm paying for advices that I don't take! What's wrong with me?!

Anyway, I want to start the 30 day shred thing ( Read more... )

Awww! I spent the weekend up at the lake, with my HuneyBear. It was so nice! It was our 1st year anniversary on June 6th. So we had planned a whole weekend. I ate, I think, okay on Saturday. My Huney wanted to go to McDo's, so we passed the drive thru. Looking at the menu, I sooooo wanted to have the happy meal nuggets! Gosh, I wanted them so bad! ( Read more... )

Oh gosh.. Soooo not proud of the last 4 days or so. I literally threw everything away. I cheated too many times to count, didn't eat my regular meals, drank soda and iced tea... I even ate a whole damn box of crackers. What's gotten into me?! I really don't understand. This is gonna appear on the scale, and I'm soooo the only one to blame for this ( Read more... )

I feel bad, because I did something I really shouldn't have done. After lunch, I ate a cream filled donut, and some candies. And then I started freaking out a little and feeling guilty, so I drank a lot of water and .. well.. not proud to say this but.. I made myself threw up. This is soooo not good! I shouldn't have done this at all.. And then I ( Read more... )

Urgh! I was doing mostly well, and then I sabotaged myself today. I'm soooo not proud of myself, and I wonder why I can't help it!

Yesterday was a good day, for the most part. I woke up, had breakfast, then went to see my Huney, went to work, and then we went to the lake. That's when all went sour. I had brought good food for today's lunch, and for ( Read more... )