Back from hiatus
Well, after almost 2 months, nothing has much changed. I kept on losing and gaining the same pounds. This morning, I was at 226.6, hoping to be down to 225 by tomorrow for my weigh in at SFL. I really have to start taking this seriously. I'm paying for advices that I don't take! What's wrong with me?!
Anyway, I want to start the 30 day shred thing again. I don't know how long it's going to be, but I need to start doing something. It seemed to work a lot, so I'll give it a try when I get home from work.
You know when you look at yourself in a mirror, you don't always realize what other people see. The only true way to realize something is by looking at pictures. My brother got married 2 weeks ago, and I was maid of honor. There were a lot of picture taking involved. Long story short, I never realized how wide I am! I mean, woah! I knew I wasn't exactly thin, at 225, but never really grasped how wide and big I am until 2 days ago when I started seeing the wedding pictures. That's what made me change again. I don't want to be the fat chick in the pictures anymore. I want to be able to go out and feel good about myself.
So this is yet another pledge to myself: do what's right for you, and stop eating that garbage you call food. I bought a lot of fruits, and I really should eat them instead of letting them go to waste. The only thing I don't have, though, is veggies. I left them up at the lake, and the stores are closed today because it's NB day. I'll go tomorrow.
I'm in the mood for soup. I'll see what I can do about that.
Cheers!
Anyway, I want to start the 30 day shred thing again. I don't know how long it's going to be, but I need to start doing something. It seemed to work a lot, so I'll give it a try when I get home from work.
You know when you look at yourself in a mirror, you don't always realize what other people see. The only true way to realize something is by looking at pictures. My brother got married 2 weeks ago, and I was maid of honor. There were a lot of picture taking involved. Long story short, I never realized how wide I am! I mean, woah! I knew I wasn't exactly thin, at 225, but never really grasped how wide and big I am until 2 days ago when I started seeing the wedding pictures. That's what made me change again. I don't want to be the fat chick in the pictures anymore. I want to be able to go out and feel good about myself.
So this is yet another pledge to myself: do what's right for you, and stop eating that garbage you call food. I bought a lot of fruits, and I really should eat them instead of letting them go to waste. The only thing I don't have, though, is veggies. I left them up at the lake, and the stores are closed today because it's NB day. I'll go tomorrow.
I'm in the mood for soup. I'll see what I can do about that.
Cheers!