havent posted a coherent entry in a while...so lets do it ( Read more... )

guess you got what you wanted. god im such a fool. back to feeling sorry for my self. back to proving everyone right. back to crying. back to feelin rejected. back to looking like an idiot. back to looking like more of an idiot because i protected her. i took up for her when everyone said she was horrible. back to being takin for granted.. back to ( Read more... )

so, the kiesha thing is pretty much over. the night before her champagne party we had got into it and she said some really hurtful things. she told me that talking to me was a waste of time and that she shouldnt even be talking to me because we dont go out. that really hurt me. like for someone to tell me that i am a WASTE OF TIME? you just dont do ( Read more... )

Why I behold you
Why do I want you
Always and forever
Always and forever

Cause girl you got it
I’m goin keep it
Oh you got me trippin on you
So that's why I want you

Always and forever
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im sitting at my computer table probably being the sadest person in the world. i guess it started on friday. keisha still hadnt called me ( Read more... )

 im feeling kind of sad right about now. anyone who knows of/ or  has heard me talk of melissa knows that i have like the highest reguard for her, and i do ( Read more... )

man i havent posted in like forever and three days. im sry friends but im not gonna be posting that much..well it depends if something was exciting/tramatic enough for me to post. tracie and i started a journal and i have to write 2 pages front and back plus i PINKY SWORE so you know how that goes. lol srsly though ( Read more... )