no need to speed up the pace, i can replace the past you had, and redefine what passion is
im feeling kind of sad right about now. anyone who knows of/ or has heard me talk of melissa knows that i have like the highest reguard for her, and i do.
well anyways, she met this guy a long time ago and they like eachother like sooo much and she is gonna move to where he lives which is in detroit. i mean i always knew that she would find a guy or a girl that she felt for more then me but i just never thought it would come so soon. i never thought that i would feel this like empty feeling at the thought of her leaving and i do. and i think i have that like crazy "why" feeling too. like i have been knowing her for so long, so down for her, shown her that i could be good to her and she just surpasses me. like iono, she looks to everyone else before me and i am the absolute last person on her list. i just wanted her to notice me, sometime before she gets married and now i think its too late cuz she talking about moving wit this nigga. im just really confused right now. like she was the only person i wanted to be with for a LONG time. and now, the little piece of her that i have is gonna be taken away from me just like that. iono.
when shit happens like this its so hard to ask why you arent good enough. like cuz the one person that you actually see yourself with, the one person that you just know is so right for you doesnt feel for you back, its like well why? what have i done or what is wrong with me that i cant get her.. iono. i know i should "self love" and blah blah blah...its just when you have known some one for going on 6 years, and they have yet to even look your way when you have liked them all of those 6 years, its hurts bad, and i feel like i have to blame myself.
well anyways, she met this guy a long time ago and they like eachother like sooo much and she is gonna move to where he lives which is in detroit. i mean i always knew that she would find a guy or a girl that she felt for more then me but i just never thought it would come so soon. i never thought that i would feel this like empty feeling at the thought of her leaving and i do. and i think i have that like crazy "why" feeling too. like i have been knowing her for so long, so down for her, shown her that i could be good to her and she just surpasses me. like iono, she looks to everyone else before me and i am the absolute last person on her list. i just wanted her to notice me, sometime before she gets married and now i think its too late cuz she talking about moving wit this nigga. im just really confused right now. like she was the only person i wanted to be with for a LONG time. and now, the little piece of her that i have is gonna be taken away from me just like that. iono.
when shit happens like this its so hard to ask why you arent good enough. like cuz the one person that you actually see yourself with, the one person that you just know is so right for you doesnt feel for you back, its like well why? what have i done or what is wrong with me that i cant get her.. iono. i know i should "self love" and blah blah blah...its just when you have known some one for going on 6 years, and they have yet to even look your way when you have liked them all of those 6 years, its hurts bad, and i feel like i have to blame myself.