Just wanted to stop by and say hello. Also to tell you that I am kinda happy. Mostly because one of my friends told me that she just wants me to be happy. That is the very first time that anyone has ever said that to me. Not even my family dare speak those words. Heck, when I moved out of my parents place they tried to bribe me to move back in. I ( Read more... )

Why the hell does it feel almost as hard to get through this day as it did one year ago?! I had hoped that this time around it wouldn't feel as bad. This time that some part of me was healed. Maybe I was wrong. I don't know. All I know is that I had to endure watching my mom and sister and nieces cry their eyes out today while I ran around trying ( Read more... )

Ok, so I know that I haven't updated in like forever so here is a good sized post ( Read more... )

I get to have my lovely weekend because I have three days off in a row. :-) I'm not scheduled for another day, so yay!! It shall be a lovely ending to my weekend by us all going to the Renaissance Festival in Sterling, New York. It's about an hour and a half drive from where I live. There is so much that I want to do there. We better be getting up ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was Olde Home Day (a.k.a. OHD) I worked my ass off to help the ICAG and was shit on by one of them because I had an argument with her. The stupid bitch. See whenever I help them I am suppose to get free food and drinks because that is their way of thanking me for helping them when they know I didn't have to. But this woman (who shall ( Read more... )

here i am at my parents house. helping them with things as usual. it is getting so old! ugh, i'm trying really hard NOT to get pissed at them right now. it is taking a lot out of me to do it. but atleast i haven't killed anyone...yet.

on another note. my father had his PET Scan today. They injected him with radioactive glucose. Everything was ( Read more... )