~.: So I must say that the carefree feeling I'd sort of had once I got paid yesterday is gone completely now. After paying my dad back for what he gave me on Wednesday so I could put gas in my car, including paying him for Sallie Mae, going grocery shopping, and finally paying WomenFit what I owe them, I'm down to $40 to last me the next two weeks ( Read more... )

~.: So I think I just reached full panic/freak-out mode as I've discovered I now have $45, and a quarter tank of gas to last me until .... I don't know when. I'm hungry, have no food, will probably be subsisting on half a meal a day until further notice, and even though I have a small transfer of money that should go through in the next two days or ( Read more... )

~.: Suddenly, job-hunting just got alot harder. I couldn't live with Kristie as a real mother. She dropped quite alot of pressure on me at dinner tonight. Thanks for organizing my priorities. I first need to find a suit, then find a job, then find a car (or maybe find a car and then a job, because I'm magically going to be able to pay for the ( Read more... )

~.: I'm gonna be anxious all day today, especially when I come home and Kristie's home too. I had a nightmare I got into a fight with her. It was a nightmare only because I felt like crap throughout the whole thing, instead of relieved like I would have expected, like I wanted ( Read more... )