I need better income and soon~~~ =o=
~.: So I must say that the carefree feeling I'd sort of had once I got paid yesterday is gone completely now. After paying my dad back for what he gave me on Wednesday so I could put gas in my car, including paying him for Sallie Mae, going grocery shopping, and finally paying WomenFit what I owe them, I'm down to $40 to last me the next two weeks. :) Needless to say, I will not be purchasing or paying for anything. That $40 will be the gas I put in my tank when I run out next week. Which means I may have to ask my dad if he can come pick me up and drop me off for Thanksgiving, since a trip to Fredericksburg uses an entire quarter tank of gas; I need to make my three quarters full tank last as long as possible.
~.: I seriously hate this living paycheck to paycheck thing. It's stressful and not fun, at all. This is the sort of consequence of a decision that doesn't just go away overnight, and I hate that I haven't solved this problem by now. What's worse is that I'm going to be 2 months behind on my Compassion payment, because I literally cannot afford to pay it right now. It would leave me with like, $4 to my name, and I can't cancel my sponsorship until I've paid for this month and last month. I feel like such a horrible person. And I still owe my mom the $200 she lent me last month when I was in a bind.
~.: Needless to say, people will not be getting Christmas presents from me this year. Which I hate. It sucks. And I sort of hope no one will get me anything either, so that way I won't feel guilty for being an idiot who made herself too poor to keep up with her financial obligations. Like, seriously, I do not want gifts. I really, really don't.
~.: So anyway, I'm going to call and cancel my gym membership that I haven't used in four months but still had to pay for, before they continue to charge me. Again. -sob-
~.: I seriously hate this living paycheck to paycheck thing. It's stressful and not fun, at all. This is the sort of consequence of a decision that doesn't just go away overnight, and I hate that I haven't solved this problem by now. What's worse is that I'm going to be 2 months behind on my Compassion payment, because I literally cannot afford to pay it right now. It would leave me with like, $4 to my name, and I can't cancel my sponsorship until I've paid for this month and last month. I feel like such a horrible person. And I still owe my mom the $200 she lent me last month when I was in a bind.
~.: Needless to say, people will not be getting Christmas presents from me this year. Which I hate. It sucks. And I sort of hope no one will get me anything either, so that way I won't feel guilty for being an idiot who made herself too poor to keep up with her financial obligations. Like, seriously, I do not want gifts. I really, really don't.
~.: So anyway, I'm going to call and cancel my gym membership that I haven't used in four months but still had to pay for, before they continue to charge me. Again. -sob-