So I guess were cool ( Read more... )

Unfortuantely my phone is pretty poverty level, or else I could easily probably just put up all the conversation that happened. But im only allowed like 100 messages on my phone at once so I dont have it all saved. I only have ever saved the truely bizare shit that she has messaged me. But heres basically a jist of what happened ( Read more... )

So were texting one night. And im with friends, and friends are like who are you texting I hope its model girl(again I have other girls stories I could tell but lets just keep this to Apple for now)because you know she is down, she likes you, you guys are getting along well etc. Or one of all these other girls that wants to do stuff. Im like no its ( Read more... )

Welp that didnt go well.... Ill skip the doctor stuff thats been going on, as things have been going bad. Talks of death and other things. But as usual im still around and while I am life just has to go on. I will say because of worsing health and some very specific health problems I have felt very ancy in life in general lately. Which has not made ( Read more... )

I had a post I was writing orginally, but I never finished ill put it at the bottom of this. Im going to try and force myself to write this all in one day otherwise it seems as though I will not finish it. Ill try to keep all the depressing sorta stuff towards the bottom.. at least.... Ill try to leave the exact "focus" for later on maybe I should ( Read more... )